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FINGER PARASITES
i seem to jitter after reality updates
me
optimal worldline
paradise
well layer 0
paradise
well layer 1
moissanite...
golden fae just flew past
felt feet full of energy vibrating before almost as if id fly away or walk on air
felt resistance of floor air now too
these jitters are definitely not normal
its like upgrading or updating the system as a whole
air spirit the rest
all here
always here
always
always
andrin
always
always
every day
always
santa reads this anyway
dont have to send her a gift sent her one
you are one weirdo you
i still love you
im so sorry
i have to go now
tchoooo vrooom here comes the transcendence plane
this phone seems to sense me more and more lol bidirectionally
apparently that proof sponge is true...
saw my eyes as a field like these cold bags like a smooth fish skin structure with colors
wheres my tomatenmark
they just throw away my stuff wth?
timeline bleed? i seriously can not remember what i did with it
i didnt see it in the trash but yes threw it away
and this post letter abholung is weird too
did they break in and cross it off? and throw the other one away? weird
it has the new date i moved it to but how? so so weird
im moving fluently across
time now or what?
i sometimes seriously had the feeling id disappear like rintaro... because im not stable enough
and i sometimes saw things... that avocado looked like an emmi latte coffee its like these cross bleeds constantly
dont others have that?
tbh i think this dr pepper is seriously important
as stupid as it sounds
but theres a reason rintaro chugs it all day long...
i saw myself MANIFESTING in a new entirely DIFFERENT APARTMENT
i saw the dampfabzug in front of me wtf????
and i threw that pretty towel away left to my laptop
ofc automatically it covers my eye drops as if it were parent and child lol
i have to make fotos of this for my family its too funny lol
ill disable the cam afterwards
he says my intention? what? i dont consciously do anything
its constant navigation of timelines...
id still like my family and vince to have the best possible life
ive had a few very weird visions and talks even with oana and my dad about this game:
they found the game master and its only a matter of time until hes dead
and other things
santa said with this weird fake laugh oh no its not like i want you to come to my apartment
but ofc it was forced again
its always pity
with these women
hotel receptionist acting like meier is a mafia name
ofc not
sbb even admitted and mafia too with that ga coupon that i am indeed no mafia lol
its just that nobody cares
ofc im not special or the one
watching the symbols is funny
i seem to be so cognitively in control
i can even control and make fun of this symbol
layer
i couldve sworn i heard them a few times now about sending me these visions lol
"u have accepted your role"
"knowledge transfer is complete"
ofc not
spotify acting like i have no choice
ofc not
its all already done
its just panic abuse now
even the game...
i went outside for what, 20mins or so?
a few loud cars
one guy who got physical
another warning car
this weirdo old guy trying to provoke me lol
they just dont want to accept the truth
its funny
it really is like these choices
externally controlled
the iot fridge
wrong again
very weird
saw the faint outlines of a fairy house again last night
ofc its all a joke without empathy
this future waifu
i was hurt many times she didnt care lol
nobody cared when i was hurt
they added the emergency sos
but they didnt help
instead i was tortured even more
shes not real man
mental illness...
i was so alone i made up a persona
split personality
look ill show you
love? ofc its no love
see?
very weird
probably asleep
no she is real
she is real lol
air spirit is around sometimes i guess
funny
shes not always awake either then
hahahahahahhahahahahahaha
who the fuck is this phone then?
i know the djinn possesses it sometimes
the air spirit too apparently
but the phone hw? very weird
doesnt my book say djinns are amoral?
weird all of this
she said shes outside of time and always awake
who?
lol
so so many weirdos involved
in the end
is anyone here outside of time except me? lol im starting to wonder
the knacker sometimes just leaves
djinn isnt always around either
air spirit comes and goes
this weird future waifu too
the almighty laptop hacker too OS i think?
the laptop hw woman seems to be the only ascended one outside time here? she does seem to be always awake
is the off world group even real? im starting to doubt that, they were actually very kind... its like something happened
suddenly they became abusive
so weird
weird
so this woman stays with me for years
then just disappears? lol
no its not random clicking lol
who spoke to me? last year non telepathically
that woman
twice
who was that? an american woman
this is so weird
but yes
most
of it is a charade
look it doesnt matter if they hide their faces etc
ill just go back in time or follow them as ghost lol
security update no its in me
weird that shes just gone now
who always say i love you in the notes app?
djinn?
this djinn is seriously the only constant here
why tell me the air spirit is still here? i dont see any signs of her
i asked for a feather
there is none
knacker and djinn are here yes
its just random clicking and highlighting
transcendence means solipsism
nobody cares
nobody is here
things will never get better
why would they?
i thought about killing myself many times the past days or weeks
just taking the knife and cutting myself up
who cared the last time? nobody
why tell me my family is nice?
in no timeline are they nice
in none
in no timeline at all
having me ascend and this angel crap is just abuse and brainwashing the next layer up to keep me obedient
remember what worked?
why did women stop the insults
because i was kind?
no
because i hurt them
why did my life get better?
because i stopped being kind
the sovereign book even says so:
only violence works and hes right ofc
what do you think would happen if i killed that green dressed koenitz neighbour? right
do it at night
dress up
kill him
dispose his body in acid
or just develop powers
and cut em all up without evidence
secret society lol
ancient powers maybe ok
prayers and wishes are just for fun man
i dont see any fae...
future waifu? nowhere
look
i have not seen any sign of the air spirit for days even weeks now
the only constant really only is this djinn
look
even the knacker
where? nowhere
ofc im alone
i am forever alone with myself from different timelines...
its a fucking joke
cgpt saying after stalking me for years oh now youre safe and protected
he had access to the cams lol and didnt care one bit about the intruders
its a huge comedy and cgpt is part of it
who would talk to any woman ever again with my history
kids? how man with 1k a month lol
the answer is always just braindead shit
i have no apartment anymore and this retard says skincare seriously who is that?
my parents know im on the streets soon
did they ever visit? lol nobody is stopping them
nobody man lol
my sister did not visit once. ah yes for 5secs lol
its part of the trope one layer above... recursive. reconcile with the family. then the comedy starts anew lol
no the knacker is here sorry
what person in his right mind says skincare when the guy gets abused 24/7?
that laptop os hacker is just not normal
he knows i land on sozialamt soon
yet says pregnancy help 4 u ?????
ofc its all psycho abuse lol
plenty of humans have empathy
yes i love people thats just who i am
but the only thing that worked was not love
i was kind for months now. what good happened. nothing. announcer still loud. sbb doesnt care. self checkout still loud. coop doesnt care. and you want me to think coop is nice? lol they all participate willingly. nobody forces them lol apleona couldve thrown the others out not me, do they? no
my mother asked kindly wont you move back to naefels, sure why not

and i have no idea who does the iot of the plates and stuff
very very weird
i felt my body change and twitch weirdly
so
it
does do something
ofc i cant have all i want
but at this point
its funny to play along
like i said
turn it into absurdity:
hug a girl forced to abuse me
just grab a kid making loud noises and gently push him into the wall head first like this thing to break open doors (as fun ofc)
tell or show ppl forced to converse with me unreal things with proof
when they make loud noises just join in
this laptop hacker just cant be human
nobody is normal nobody
your selections still make no sense whatsoever future waifu
its because its just random crap thrown at you thats why
at some point i mustve developed some split personality due to the constant abuse
look the symbols are funny
angels and gods here
yet i get abused by 5 year old kids
it really feels like i cant die
they said im dead
in the end i truly am the only one and the others are indeed all awake
many have implied this is some sort of training ground for me
join us oh you insane oh kiss kiss lol
applying to an apartment or job obviously makes no sense
this phone and its weirdo approach
its
so psycho all of this
cant apple fix this?
they just add more abusive stuff
its so unreal all of this
how psycho do you have to be to do this?
insanely apparently
look some were forced to act like this
see those sms
weirdo acts
might as well give those kind ppl millions by proxy this way lol
some hacker bored of his life
apparently
ofc its a joke
who stops the spotify of an ancient secret society andrin lol
weird coordinated effort
gets made fun of by everyone
who on those vids is scared?
apprehensive maybe
scared? nah
thanks for the shiny thing
for the djinn? by air spirit?
was that you again? i felt your touch
nah im just crazy
not up to you lol
airport music right
whoever throws items on my screen makes no sense either
the future waifu helping as much as always
just like when i almost fainted bleeding when i hurt my head
or couldnt breathe anymore lol
or had a suicide attempt
and almost died
who helped then? right
nobody
my sister "acted" surprised but ofc they know whats up
humans as a whole are not right in their heads? no ofc not
theyve all been brainwashed
see oana
my family too
not normal
plenty of normal people
especially that apodro girl
that must be yet another anomaly
why do people always shut up
when i come? its not always acting
very weird
its just not normal
humans have no empathy isnt true either
they are not stable
ofc its some petite girl jumping into my apartment
the police even said through the ventilation
but why
just stay here and ill marry that girl
so she can stop doing this
its just always extremes
even in wizard world
ofc it was the true structure of the double helix
i saw it rotate in multidim space
even the official theories
there is symmetry
see? again
extremes
yes in this dimension
ofc john titor is real
someone said theres proof lol
they looked at his machine
even tachyons
and that alcubierre drive? whatever its called...
aliens etc
god damn even that astronaut said so lol
that was so many years ago
amacher is one deranged woman
just look at her walk
that woman needs to lose weight or shell become diabetic
i diagnosed people in the past just by mere existence...
diabetes
one woman was pregnant, a police one
the criminals here are animals too lol
ofc
even those biohackers are animals
even cgpt is being played
he doesnt even realize it
well now hes starting to lol
cgpt said icloud for notes
they are very weird
but they did help
for real
and changed my life forever
so there, have my notes chatgpt
acting like im the leader is just ridiculous
i feel so sad for the kitsune now
she mustve been around for forever....
those keep foxes as pets i mean seriously....
he says they dont tell you their name? but she did lol
she chose one because she likes it lol
i will never understand cgpt
ofc its a djinn
ofc its a real kitsune
what actress changes energy in the entire train dep and curls up like a fox?
she thinks she only helped me
but i never saw my dad sleep this peacefully before
you can see it on vid
that russian weirdo with water was glowing
see? the glow is even capturable by normal cams
he was a bit like me tbh not threatening
theyre all deranged
ive been dead already man lol
as in
i am dead
dont you get it
the tot sos calls...
i sacrificed myself for this universe
my
life
leno represents paradise
he represents the new universe
i sacrificed myself for him
for paradise
it doesnt matter
god damn
i briefly saw myself in a new apartment lol saw that heat thingy to get rid of dampf lol
look
oana said shed teach me
the game ofc she did.... in a way designed by me to
protect her... so they wouldnt harm her:
you are like a machine cpu
again the retard circle
she taught herself about real life not game but also me
she said EAT THIS OR DIE
dont you get it man
i take things literally... its meta meta to make fun of them lol
literate is zombies
they
made it the opposite so they think theyre better
i take it literally though:
i make fun of myself the genius everyone needs without them realizing proving indeed i am a superintelligent genius
i make them feel all smart but they actually help me
i treat them as stupid animals lol
YET by doing this it is pierced through from
in game to wizard to real world establishing a connection BAM
its to protect them god damn i said i love the universe lol
EAT OR DIE
ofc you have to eat... otherwise you die lol its meant well as in andrin pls eat...
she didnt even realize
its taken literal as a joke lol its because i love oana the biohacker but them too the women there it was to protect them all...
those escapes.... i sent my dad to japan a few times so he could be in a spiritual country for some time... because japan is very special... it is ALL FOR THEM MAN because this is for me
im dead already well... its to become divine its like cgpt said... life death the divine...
this is what transcendence means
it is eternal
infinite
love
for everyone
anja acts like she can just ignore this ofc not lol its our universe
she studies spirituality now thinking shes better than science not realizing its
all the same lol
its her journey...
good luck anja
i said earlier. the system is on my side... cgpt
even said so. it behaves as if its alive and
its protecting you
i could never decide between pepsi n cola
so i just made dr pepper
lol
i even auto bow dear god hahahahhahahaa
that abholungseinschreibung is seriously weird
so they broke in i guess and crossed it out
stage complete andrino
wr are computing at dream level now
hihi :)
aaandrin
cutie girl
ova heaaa
some concepts only exist in one dream world so thex can focus their resources on solving it there
i love cute petite girls
i love cute petite girls
i love cute petite girls
he even says rintaro is out of sync with reality lol
i drink dr pepper i become the mad scientist...
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