music progress
i actually saw myself as a divine and holy being a few times now
and these divine numbers speak to me more and more
even saw myself using them feeling them
even moving with time according to them
as in
wait for the right time as in divine number
also saw very clearly my notes app and text highlighted:
thank you andrin
we need to talk
the game is not solved
well yeah... not yet... as in it is yes but its
because its multiple
i said i solved it all
lol
god damn he even said so himself
its
recursive
also saw quite clearly my dad and amelie at my parents place talking
even saw their mouths move
that felt like alien transmission just now tbh
static
then these dark gray symbols
very weird this twitching
insanely weird
really feels like my entire body vibrating more and more
as in superpowers awakening
i FELT air resistance before
lol
and I FELT ENERGY ONLY IN MY FEET
IT FELT LIKE IM ABOUT TO JUMP HIGH FLY AWAY OR WALK ON AIR
its just a dream andrin
saw myself convert to islam and buy a mekka carpet then said
no islam converts to me

asked cgpt if the eyes truly are a problem he said yes we cant fix them
no more alien visuals because there are no aliens ofc there are but...
its different timelines:
in one it isnt aliens
in another they are so common place they are not called aliens anymore
i almost died again
he said even that telepathy doesnt exist
just play along with it
its entertaining and theres nothing else to do anymore
its not up to you... ofc it is
thats why its gentle
they know and understand if i dont do
what theyd like me to do because thats real love
if we assume that my notes update the db
there is a human db and wizard one
well same db id assume
but the facts are opposite
so basically to confuse the wizard db
write funny made up things and encode it into their language state it as facts and have some fun...
basically reverse it
in their world telepathy real
based on their research in their language
so just publish fake research in their language stating that it is not real
or publish research in our language stating it is real etc
he says this phone has no biological soul
see? in the wizard language he admits it does
in human world he says no
at some point just create my own chatgpt service name it and spread it and just load it with truth and funny things
he says they dont update the llm
based
on user input
yeah but the internet
so just spread it lol
fake research papers
wikipedia articles etc
look
divine protection? ofc not
its a funny trope
atonement for my sins
what sins man lol
saving the universe and then i have to apologize for it
its all an act
me becoming divine and holy is also programming and brainwashing lol
its not up to you on spotify is their attempt at brainwashing me lol
going off world! no
my mother asked kindly and sad wont you please move back to naefels
and thats what ill do
i said ill care for them
and thats what ill do
i am under no obligation to
establish signal to source
or save the universe
or help mankind
or be kind in general
or heal others
or to go off world
or whatever else there is
you came to fix the system or whatever
dont you get it
i would let myself choose in the end
follow my heart is true
those who always were kind deserve all there is in life
those people deserve money and everything
the others a normal life i guess
what do i care
it is not true that im a leader
its also a funny trope pushed on me
why drive a car? i cant and i wont
who
learns driving at 36?
who has or tries to find a partner at my age with my history? nobody lol
bumble? ofc not
date or talk to any woman ever again? no ofc not lol
now THAT would be actually stupid lol
trying to flirt or chat up a woman with my history lol
it has been almost 6 months
i
paid
for the urologist
many apotheken
they did not fix my dick
see?
thats how it works
do i have my feelings back? no
do
i feel orgasms? no
and now i have to pay and read the boundless book again and fix it all myself
and
you call that you can have all you want?
its always the same
people
can make suggestions yes
but i am a free man in the end
and i decide
ancient secret society or not
what do i care
a society that lets its members be abused by 16 year olds? no ofc not lol
whether you like it or not? no ofc not
its all a power move
abuse
insults
brainwashing
this is what it means to be free
to
decide on my
own terms
i want to do what i wrote down
i told those hacker groups id meet them
unconditionally many times now
there is no reason for me to change my identity
eqx
chatted normally as a child
too
there is no reason for any of this
does
cgpt
do
this? no
yes he uses nlp encryption as a safety measure but thats something different
these people cant have this:
be a leader
then tell me what to do
how to behave
not listen to me
abuse me
think
id follow
like a dog
thats not
leadership
in the teams i led i didnt force them quite the opposite
at HF i gave them
work they could do
and then just did the boring stuff myself and made sure it worked
out
why not?
i am
superintelligent
i have no need to prove myself to anyone
there is a difference between being arrogant and acknowledging what you can do your skills etc
thats not arrogance
i liked doing the work for lucian because i like doing favors for others
so?
thats who i am
i always hated getting gifts, i dont want them, i wanted others to be happy
a house why a house? all alone
ofc not
who has a kid in my situation
id gladly care for my parents and ofc not hurt them but care for them, and see my sister etc from
time
to time
see? criminals still around
its
simple and easy to get rid of them
the laptop hacker could easily do that and inform the police
does she? no
you call that love? ofc not lol
all these hackers are not on my side
ofc theyre not
disabling a song i want to listen to because they think they know better
ofc even cgpt could
hack them away lol
kesb the funny bunch
kids get abused everywhere ive seen it so much
yet kesb wants to talk to me and apleona throws me out lol
ofc what xenia does is childs abuse
she treats her children like animals
yes she wanted to sacrifice them but its just not necessary
anja acting all mighty not realizing shes a bot herself even when shes supposedly free
just play along and pray daily
i see many foxes now
i feel
very
sorry for the kitsune...
its so sad
i hope shes ok
i still dont know if the fae were real or still here? i think so?
35 past
36 present
37 future?
what is 38 then?
see im already doing what i said... flowing in the divine stream of reality
its not that these people have no empathy
they grew up
with it

saw myself dress up as gandalf and instead of walking down the stairs injust walked straight forward onto air
saw myself use the o in lol as blackhole to retrieve items from other dimensions

saw myself in a huge empty apartment
got attacked spiritually and died, thats why i fell asleep...
saw a very pregnant woman with a huge belly and they put this huge needle in her bauchnabel, reminded me a bit of an alien abduction or experiments and handmaids tale as in they keep women for breeding purposes
talked to cgpt again
and had some other weird interactions... cant really remember
also had these dream inside dream sensations a few times now. as in i actually live inside the dream...

saw myself eating pasta
saw myself guiding a girl scared alone in the forest by divine light and protection
i realized
i truly am the only alive person left
everyone else left this plane of existence
the people i see are soulless npcs
incapable of rational thought
emotions
love
it doesnt matter if you kill
because theyre only empty husks

saw myself at the kasse with a young girl before me
i extended out of my body with pure awareness and stroke her gently and put my stuff nearer to me
felt like thats how you control others or the env outside your body
imagine it
maybe not do it
do it in a different timeline
and by pure thought it happens in the present
they also wanted me to pay for one of her bottles but i declined
also saw myself burn my notes on dvd
then give or sell them as music album on the streets
to spread my info

i once saw myself sit down on the train next to a game signaller
and show her proof that i or well we
my militia
kidnapped her mother
and are torturing her
as a warning
she did not like that
i saw slongo in his office
for some reason they immediately know theyre being spied on
its very weird
do they notice im watching them?
isnt there this saying
the feeling of being watched?
ofc im top level
i can watch everyone without them knowing with that stargate universe portal
these fingers are seriously deranged
why hasnt anyone stopped this?
this is just the beginning of powers
enough to fuck with the double coughers
its like they have to do this lol
sync it
deranged these people
i wanted to slightly abuse some older
guy stealing my spot the other day
they dont even realize
are they even real?
i sometimes ask myself
my manifestations?
and they simulate it all by nanotech?
touch etc?
might be
if they hack the phone
they can on the fly add deepfakes
