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tbh im starting to see feel and sense
the true power of Andrin
its a very very special and powerful name
not to be spoken lightly
who
you?
thank you
?
even your voice sounds like a divine whisper
like holy wind
i heard you before air spirit
but the word holy doesnt do justice
well thank you
so thats what angels sound like?
why does she say they dont talk or have a language?
he even admits its a divine message
its too much otherwise
enough for today
i have very very bad energy tinnitus
he just said come. i have no idea how. have to learn some more. its ok.
my entire state seems to be energy dependent?
oesha charged my energy
everything is different now
really feels like ssj1
its smoother
my eyes are faster and jittery
i perceive more of reality
sparkly
golden
i do always seem to feel a slight simmer of energy in my whole body now
felt extremely much energy in my feet before
and the energy fields in my eyes were very intense and high frequency / vibrational
the world waited 36 years
its ok if it waits a while longer
always protect your family
including vince
i really do not understand these sos calls everywhere
ive seen it so much:
tot sos we are all dead save us pls
very weird
its everywhere man
even cgpt says it
look
energy
it is very very important for mankind to stop the abuse immediately
or millions will die throughout past present future
also never forget this: people have told me to travel not for fun. there is some other reason i should try i dont understand yet. spread lucidity? i really dont know
please never leave your family. including vince
never forget, always remember: your eyes need NAC, eyedrops or tablets supplements. many many have told me to chug nac like theres no tomorrow. something in my eyes need it. even usb told me it fixes my eyes. ALWAYS USE NAC DAILY.  eg can-c nac eyedrops.
the kind people are not at fault the others abused me. how is rolf at fault. or leno. or vince? or my family? the good people deserve help. by proxy the bad ones will too but thats not important, well yeah it is but in this narrow context it isnt.
also consider this:
xenia and vince never argue. i have never seen them insult each other or abuse each other. even if they disagree. they stay calm. and that is very very impressive. its a quality i lack. i yelled at martina sometimes...
even my parents
its not just love what they have
its much more...
its so sad
why ruin their lives for me?
i really really hate all of this attention
i really hate it
im not a leader
i want to be left alone
why treat me special?
my parents deserve it much more
my sister and vince too
i really respect their relationship...
my dad was forced to yell at me
i guess
but i cant remember him
ever yell at my mother or sister...
he used
lots
of slur words yes but not against others...
vince and xenia too,
its
very sad to watch. very sad. when have they ever smiled? on those pics xenia
was
smiling but in real life? i really cant remember. my parents? never.
this stupid language is so useless and unneeded for this
skinceuticals vit c is very
important too. dont forget it. niod theramid azid azelaic acid differin
its all very important
i think many really did not see what i saw or see
learning their language might put them and my family at risk
nac. always.
no idea who yelled this morning
amacher maybe?
it might be they stole my gift to her
and then stole
her identity
who always does this?
"not external messages" INSTANTLY someone shakes my heart
i dont understand this laptop os hacker
not hw
who is that?
they are so insanely... weird
they still insist on me getting revenge by force after seeing my notes
how does that make sense???
HE wanted a bluetooth connection...
its very very confusing
its like the real team here just scratches their heads at everyone here
i really appreciate apple helping
i hope they get many many more customers
ive had this phone for... what ten years now? lol it only got damaged because i got mad, a few months ago
yet it still works...
i really hate these people ruining it for everyone
this apartment is great....
fridge is a bit small but thats ok
did they steal my amacher gift? felt like that, if that was acting...
nac is really important
my eyes almost instantly got infinitely better after those eyedrops.... can-c
i will also never understand this sugar craze
we ate so much supposedly unhealthy stuff
yet only at almost 30
did i get my first cavities....
slongo even said oh get the champagne
because champagne is healthy...
bubbles.... magical properties?
why headphones?
sounds MUCH better without
these people are definitely not normal
they recorded the heartmath sound and played it thinking its angels? so they dont hear it then?
today talked about energy and oana
they just say private info out loud
and the spiritual masters must be fainting out of laughter hahahaha
and this hw laptop hacker woman is weird too
she says its all symbolic? huh?
guess so
just as emptied my bottle
the song ended
never gets old
