bull then horse
horse had sort of dreizack on its head
top right
looking to the right
bull was black with horns and ring
horse was brown

raw restrained force is replaced by
directed
thoughtful agency

controlled brute force
becomes
guided intentional movement

these fingers seriously

look
if i were a leader
id want to be one where 16 year old girls can openly mock me without fear of repercussions
id even mock them a bit back
like
slightly burn their hair
but only a bit
turn it into absurdity
so powerful
oops

i actually saw myself a few times now living fulltime at my parents
being let me rephrase that
playing the president of the universe
subtly influencing the powers that might be
i cooked for my parents
cared for them
xenia came with leno
i just sat in the background
entire apartment was glowing amber divine
thats what id want
be near people who love me
yet not have to say anything
they sent valentina at inventage
no idea who
so weird
im not mafia
is inventage a mafia company?
it seemed they got infiltrated
valentina was kind and pretty
but obviously forced and didnt want me
and i think her coworker liked her very much
i had this feeling he even loved her
he was way too close with her
so i just ignored her