physical reality
see cgpt

he describes it way better

sort of a layered
shared solipsism based observer induced belief reality based on manifestations

local networks
whole reality
i mean ofc i know monasteries exist
but we are talking about reality coding here
its a fragile reality flow
he said so himself
so MAYBE
prayers for me in australia did not work
because the enemy had too much influence and power
AND
i didnt believe in it
so maybe
we couldve stayed
if i believed in god

its like
is bielefeld real?
well no
its only real because enough people want it to be
so yes
it is real

is wetzikon real?
well yes
but apparently so many wanted me to be happy
they made an entire god damn fucking city
lol
waedenswil is the MOST EXPENSIVE construction project
and nobody knows whos behind it
its hundreds of millions wtf?

i dont understand that oetwil girl
i guess she was forced to act interested?
i even felt sorry
when she walked in front of me at the train station
as in well sorry im taking the same train
no idea why they do that
ive had so many women in the past ran closely past me
so weird
even at coop
walk past me closely then shyly look at me to see if im looking
and they used to sometimes drop things on purpose to show me their ass
why do that?
who does that? 
who keeps forcing those girls
some sysop or so?
its not the off world group
so weird