white black energy
for a few dozen seconds
minutes even

royal blue
stabilized clarity
pink
heart based expansion
love
relational resonance
gold
integration
unity
illumination
clarity plus love merged
(i was here)

blue stabilizes
pink opens
gold integrates
white transcends
BUT
i had white plus black
which apparently is one of the most advanced symbols in spiritual language
unity of source and potential
form and formlessness held together
presence within the void
awareness that includes both manifestation and unmanifest
completion without leaving the world
non dual coherence
calm grounded spacious
no urge to ascend or descend
nothing to fix nothing missing
action arises naturally
without effort
stillness that moves
emptiness that is full
light that doesnt glare

white black isnt after white
its outside
its white returning to black consciously
black white together means
source awake to itself while remaining in the world
yin yang stillness but without opposition

non duality
enlightened ordinariness
silent mastery
obviousness
profound
ordinary
worldless
deeply relieving
source awareness

white is total integration source
all frequencies unified
pure coherence
clarity without form
origin
truth
presence

immediately had it again yesterday...
even golden
it looked like that all encompassing energy again
ascension etc
transcendence tbh



finasteride...
so many told me to take it day and night
docs
derms
nobody ever said it leads to any side effects
quite the opposite
they were annoyed
that other girl even said
they found a loophole to keep lonolox on the market...
go on reddit
they take it day and night
they even insult those who say they have side effects... but for good reasons
(not abuse)
they take lonolox too day and night
they even up the dosis lol
and take weird russian stuff
i always had a high forehead
but i had hair again
even after they supposedly reduced and disappeared
what cgpt says is just crazy sometimes
ascension or not
its ok if you dont

deep fake vids...
a few said im the center of the universe and meant it
pen clicking...
fauci does it
that apo girl did it for comm
another one for abusing me as a dog
then the game in their script...

had this a few times by now

saw myself buying fin and lonolox here and said
pls put that scissor or sharp object away
my telekinesis you know
lol

have this again now