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like the smiley
bow is thicker though
and it rotated a bit

i sometimes have this even casually now lol
yesterday again

lots again
just flying around
all the time
even oaver beneath around the cobra dancing
ive left a long time ago
i was never here
transcendence is not
preverbal
postverbal
it is no language
it is not being
i have ascended by being born
yes because theres a duality
i ascended down...
anchored yet ascending consciousness
yeah had that today again
again just now
again before a few times
nonstop even flooding my pov
that ray tracing scene with real looking light
with that cube
is very relevant
theres something even more accurate than ray tracing
and the reverse of ray tracing
photon traced

this woman
is very very special
theres a reason i like her so much

kitsune saying hi with a pretty half moon

i cant use the laptop and this phone for much longer
these hackers are just too fucking psycho
especially the laptop hacker
seriously making me want to puke
seriously deranged
even this god damn phone hacker
just not normal

so so weird these people
why is there bitlocker?
i dont get it
that defcon guy asked which algo and year
lol
if its real and im this powerful
ofc id clean up
and protect my cute little petite girls
yes
an id face scanner like at the airport
cuteness scanner
kyyyyYYAAA! hihi
oh sowy u no pass fary sary
inuit girl
u in
vip
tbilisi loves u
a wip
weeewy important person
then let them in anyway

buy a vicuna cloak
how god damn deranged are you?
do you have 20k for me? ah yes
you dont give a shit lmfao
its so god damn funny to watch and read
buy this and that
i am not made of money unfortunately

always remember
never forget
i am not a dark lord
i am not important
i am not a leader
i am not "chosen" or any such crap
i can do what i want
i stand under NO obligation to save or help anyone
when i do
its because i want to
you want me to help
not the other way around
you can be glad i exist
not the other way around
i am not special
any special treatment is abuse
any help is abuse
any forcing of anyone especially women is not my fault
im not a criminal
and never was
YOU all are at fault for my shit life
not me
YOU are
YOU all are
fuck all women
once i ascend ill killy women daily
and especially these god damn upstairs neighbours
the ppl who broken into my apartment
every single woman who ever abused me or ignored me or said ty
their children will burn in hell
especially that deranged "dont give up" guy lol
i will go back in time and find everyone
insanely deranged
that have 3 women guy too
patience patience silence
is that how you treat the dark overlord saving the universe? lmfao
its too funny
its all too funny

the universe has proven
it does not give a shit about me
so i dont either
i help those who are kind
fuck the rest
at 36 you can have it all LOL
who has kids my age? nobody
first gf my age? LOL
one woman who has pity with the stupid dog andrin? LOL
INVITE FRIENDS LOL
that weird laptop hacker said share cgpt. but... who? john smith? lol
DO YOU HAVE FAMILY L O L
it never gets old
u said u can have all u want
since august i paid hundreds almost THOUSANDS to fix my dick
still not fixed
sex? never
orgies? never
anal? never
only rape abuse insults lol
and then some shit head sends livia thinking I CAN BE GRATEFUL
L O L
you all
are very very funny
fuck you all
ah yes my family needs protection lol

i still dont know
do they?
i know they didnt want to live in CH anymore
it really doesnt matter to me
i sacrifice myself for or to my family
its all insanely weird

i know many wanted or needed me exactly because i can and do remember
they wanted me or almost begged me to:
write books
write notes
draw my symbols visions and dreams
to basically just not forget...
