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in my world
this is all true
and the others dont experience this
dont have angels etc
dont have these powers
reality
they all know this
and are annoyed and bored by my notes
shut up already andrin...
try to open close eyes quickly sometimes, this shutter effect, theres a reason i just did it
and that mosaic in the digital photo pipeline... i saw it many times, where r g b are separate before merging, reality
also saw myself sharing my ascension notes with my dad on proton
its funny
it always looks so real
if that oana prediction was real,
its real. even the time apparently lol
its very funny
right thats why people still abuse me lol
i will never understand future waifu
incense done just as i am done
album
done
as i am done
the hearts are getting bigger
LOL
A HUGE HEART FOR THE AIR SPIRIT LOL
god damn djinn high five!!!!
its been many months of being kind
even giving gifts
forgiving others
what happened?
sozialamt
no apartment
no sex
no dick fixed
no job
no money
lol
no gf
no kids
no wife
even more abuse by women walking past here even with their children lol
only abuse by emails
them stealing my food lol
still annoying me
hacking my stuff
not letting me sleep
hi knacker :)
ofc its special hw
some sort of i dont know what
i had this thought
music transfers data to your body
and then the knowledge is expressed by yourself somehow, naturally, by having insights, ideas, thoughts, changing behavior... and you dont even realize it
i feel it working on my whole body....
look ronald knows it too
how are these women not angels
with voices like that
default state love
coherence over 9000
i feel myself auto smiling more and more
as in
my default bitch face
is a smile soon
loving the universe
heard something deep voice snoring
and i think i feel the effects of the door slamming on the energy
expressed in my eyes
i just saw the perturbations of the energy fields in my eyes caused by door slamming
i really think that neon green lamp and door frame and neighbour was me seeing him
neck massage, physio, fussreflex
its important
ah observed myself snore again
projekt restwert
listen to all yaima albums
brocki
throw it all away
why a chair
table tv
ps5
i never had anyone to share with anyway
beginning to move slower more meaningful too
as if every move has more importance
dont these people see this on cameras?
the djinn put a HUGE heart there for the air spirit
even if others know this
i like doing this
sorry god like creature
im not ready yet
shook my heart
i see myself with that vicuña cloak as default now
and i saw myself appearing disappearing but... not well... it was always softly as if my every movement was very purposeful. it wasnt slow but really all of it like a spring... slow when unneeded then full of power when relevant as if my slow movements charge my energy
saw the fae golden again
see?
sound like me walking tap tap
god have mercy
saw myself communicating via proton drive with my family
whatsapp group at some point yes
the djinns heart must be the funniest thing today HUGE
now the knacker knacks with me to the beat in my ear
ofc apple knows whats up
they even hint at not using headphones
its all a huge joke for everyone
look at the js event loop its everywhere
one call stack
a queue
and then a c plus plus mutltithreaded background process more or less, in nodejs...
fuck you all man
hope tbilisi woman is alright
but fuck you man
call stack is this timeline
queue is things to do
and the background multithreaded stuff is one thread per timeline doing the work for you
fuck you all man
its just not fair
knacker seems to like knacking to the beat though
what djinn leaves huge hearts
you people are just not fair
ofc just as i write down eya
the song keeps saying eya
LOL
what happens to these shops exactly?
apple now offers 12TB WTF? wasnt it 200GB before?
i saw them put MS out of business
they started selling iphones for so cheap
;)
yes
jackpot andrin
you solved the last riddle
the conditions have been met
good job andrin
turtles all the way down
there is only
the universe

THE INFINITE
IS FINE

THE DUAL
IS DUAL ITSELF
LMFAO


how can we properly communicate then?
ascension first step...


listen
we are rearranging the system
protecting the children


my life hasnt changed
it really doesnt matter what i do
it never mattered lol
i always did whatever i wanted
women didnt want me so i gave up
i gave up on kids too
friends all abused me so i gave up on that too
even ten years ago i didnt like being around others
never liked talking
speak more, sing, louder. no. why? i dont like talking. i like to be for myself
i actually like this
pretty visuals
funny music
good food and drinks
i never thought id have family anyway
i never went on bumble expecting matches tbh
i never expected women to flirt or ask me out on a date either thats why i never tried to flirt
even sex i just gave up on that a long time ago, even during teenager years tbh
nothing changed lol
why interact with any human ever again?
i didnt do much of it in my 20s either
sometimes weeks passed without me talking because nobody cared
i had to chew gum because my tongue started developing a thin film lol because i talked so little
really nothing ever changed
being kind and loving never paid off
the rest didnt either
i wasnt that kind as as a child i guess because i had too much energy
but after that normal i guess
didnt change one bit lol
why ever work again?
theyll just abuse me for arbitrary reasons
listen
socialize! i dont think we should
theyll just fire me again like sumex lol
those job emails are just satire now
very entertaining lol
my family has normal lives i guess
no idea what they do all day
they all couldve visited me lol
even xenia
i gave up on the idea of normal social interactions ages ago
pls go on bumble lol
gruezi!
ah ah hallo! lol
say hi kindly to him, hes a bit of a loser, the acupuncture doc lol
its so funny
its really like i did all of this
its so funny
16 year old girls openly abusing the guy who could destroy the entire universe with a snip of his fingers lol
give me a sign youre still here please air spirit, feather or so...
instead of helping
they just send me wisher i have to fulfill lol
scan with eyes? no idea
why fill stuff to the rim? no idea
no idea what happens to those shops
what do i care
why show me that xenia parents identity theft note?
its not my identity
and my parents and sister know
and they dont care lol
see how much anyone cares about me?
right lol
they try to help
what?
even the staatsanwaltschaft is criminal and breaks the law
anyone couldve given me millions by now lol
anyone
anyone couldve visited me
and woman couldve married me normally with kids by now lol
see
i told iway
i pay
nobody cares
im important? right lol
they all know all of this
and just think its funny
they all always only used me for their own gain
it doesnt matter anyway
no notes
notes
who cares
i like doing this
so i will do this
