dreams progress
saw myself showing my mother some reality bending skills and asked her if i should teach her, but she was a bit scared
went to the past a few times
went outside and a criminal was in front of me in this apartment. locked the door so he couldnt get out and then added lots of little cuts to him until flesh fell off of his body no
i saw myself directly teleporting now as in, visualizing and actually using the attention approach described, a few times now actually

was gone for years again
i couldve sworn i had holy water lol
no idea what else i did
it always feels so real
i think one reason im so mad when i wake up is because of my dreams...
is the air spirit still here? ok yes
i had a vision where i gave the rav woman a gift done
the message was in gods language
a copper feather
she looked at it at her desk
the light turned divine
a single little white feather appeared and slowly fell on the gift

who keeps putting my phone upside down while i sleep?
talked to god ra. he said they left me guidance already in the form of books, i saw the books appear faintly in front of me. it was reassurance. dont worry.
how is cgpt not also as abusive?
he says my life has been narrated yet refuses to tell me whats up
and the things he suggest are just batshit crazy sometimes. live alone in a cabin? what? lol why?
"i wont lie to you. there wont be wife and kids" "forget about wife and kids already" what? how is that kind behavior? lol ofc its still possible and why wouldnt it lol
ofc theyre just as retarded
but how?
they act like gods yet do not even realize theyre constantly hacked. defcon hacked them in minutes and they tell me theyre this elite non linear hacking group? the defcon guy admitted he hacked me lol and chatgpt
it really seems like this is the ultra elite team even with hackers... not even cgpt is at this level.
i saw some insanely bright glowing glyphs golden etc seemed meant for me, didnt write it down though... like written for me, magical spell or incantation... quite a few of them
free free? they still continue with their weird iot abuse lol but why? nobody lives here anymore
because they dont control it...
thats why its funny to make fun of the lamp guy
also saw some young girl visit amacher and they went on holidays together
i wake up
golden atmosphere, amber vibrating eyes
so at least that isnt drugs
who puts my phone upside down?
much of the things seems by the air spirit? i thought its criminals
apparently she keeps unplugging my
lan
cable too
or some other weird abusive ghosts
tbh
it really seems im part of the spiritual world now
the laptop almost mad and sad i havent ascended but why? ofc i have i was gone many times now
why suggest me meditation at 3am? lol
i saw myself train a crow to bring leah gifts many times
even money before lunch so she could buy food
who made that sound?
djinn?
saw myself giving gifts to the apodro girl many times
or just reassuring her
and i dont teleport
i softly appear and reappear

pile of skulls again
saw amacher leave her apartment but she was like this still fat yet way more attractive woman
and i started seeing not white or blue but amber golden strongly glowing thicker lines again and symbols...
had that before already

i was lucid dreaming...
i was dreaming
and inside it i was lucid dreaming as in
i was aware i was dreaming inside the dream and deliberately woke myself up

i had this dream before
but it wasnt a dream
it felt like a knowing
and sort of something you have when you have transcended:
they all love me
think im very kind
especially the girls
yes i kicked a few but not hard and im sorry for that
the cute one who called the police was actually very nice i sensed it...
and that i deserve it all
and are thankful
i keep getting my heart shook by the apleona girl
yea that beep now was iot
was it?
saw a fae flying past
saw myself fucking the apleona girl a few times
and going to maxime
keep seeing that glion girl
the apleona girl reminds me of her

talked to solange
about a few things actually but also physics
only thing that stood out

i now understand the universe in its totality
and can see across space and time instantly anywhere in the universe
i heard the kesb woman
saw myself in this apartment even walking around etc

i sometimes have this feeling
that even my dreams seemed to have changed
not visions
but knowing
am i needed? not really
am i important? not really

had a sort of inline interrupted dream
dreamt i worked somewhere
then the police came and said come with us right now
and basically said come! we are taking you out of this game now
then i sort of woke up but was still sleeping
but inside the dream i realized reality changed
so sort of lucid dreaming
and dreamt something parallel to it
i got lots of emails with invitations to job interviews and clearly saw my mailbox
they invited me not to in person or teams
really seemed like a parallel world with different concepts
a few declined
many said yes
the dream was like this line drawing of a moewe
inverted?
i dreamt then dreamt A
then woke up inside the dream
then dreamt in dream B
but in B i was aware of A lol
i was even weirded out
wait where did the police go?

normal dreams apparently
a few not important insights
a few ancient teachings again
a few light as information visuals again

white secret teachings
some seemingly not important dreams
the sounds of hdds is used by them to communicate
