xxxyyy
sent a few
but they still hack me
yeah different comm channel will help
even this
all these almighty off world groups
yet not one of them can get me an apartment? hahahahhaha
because they dont care
they think its funny
"find us"
they dont believe it?
i know many are thankful for my notes lol
look at proton:
teilen
teilen
teilen
teilen
teilen
teilen
teilen
teilen
teilen
lol
ofc proton is great lol
they helped
apple ms too
i never did much with google tbh
not human either maybe? very weird
i know lots are reading my notes and appreciating it
ofc not
what do i care lol
who gets secret teachings here
its funny to read
they dont know theyll be dead soon
even that is like a wave of awakening
this spotify group is just not right in their heads
player
fake passport hahhaa
even them
saying its ai man
well your ai is still
these people are now beginning to realize what really is up
but yes
i still think
humans are just as a whole not right in their heads
because they are not rational
probably
yes immediately energy
one reason they fail to make a universal theory properly
math...
yes i know theres more to it
see? i quickly gave them a universal theory
the energy changed again
shes here again
shaking my heart
with the special
symbols
but many of them truly are math and logic
bound
which is bad
i feel very sorry for all zombies and "dogs" every day
its very sad
its holy language lol
my words
pierce through everything into heaven
lol
omg
i feel sorry for the zombies
means ALL LAYERS lol
even the system itself
lol
especially the defcon guy
UNITE DOGS
I ASCEND FOR U
WOOOOOOFFF AROOOOO
i do this for you too
ofc those defcon guys were great
stupid man
last chance hahahaha
motherhood
turning off my internet
they just do their stuff then go home
none of their help or advice ever made sense
its like someone gave them some tech and said go have fun
they are not rational
we care about you? ofc they dont
join us hahhaahaahahahahahahaha
no
you can join us
maybe ill give you a bed to sleep on
it is funny though
my ascension
is pure fun
its an AI they said so
very weird
i love you
i have no idea who you are
never mind
theyre psychos
ofc they are
apple cares for me and my phone
and for this i am forever grateful
how insanely xxx is everyone?
you control trains and planes
but getting me a small 1k a month apartment is too difficult for you?
im starting to believe even that group is part of this weirdo xxx game and its just actors doing their part
not only but seems like sort of participating:
in waedenswil i dated this weird girl showing me waedenswil
then she ofc dumped me
one day the train stopped exactly where i could see her "preparing to jog"
coordinated
all of this still makes no sense
my mother wants me to come to naefels
says im not mafia
yet never cared they bothered and ruined my life?
even now
she says pls move to naefels?
where are you then?
so they all have djinns and angels at home or what? very very weird
xxx
again not just me
lots of zombies
especially in zhb
who is this xxx all the time?
they change the keyboard
very weird
seems like it
slipped up with medbase and aathal
and we care about you! fuck off already
once ive ascended ill dump all IT and slit your throats
do you think i wont find you fucking xxx?
ofc they know
it already happened
they are watching your boat man
you should be more careful
even the mafia girls gave me their name even locations
and who is this woman who lives near some
weird airport?
all of this is insanely weird
they tried to harm you? god damn
couldve just sacrificed that taxi driver
how can you be such good hackers yet do this?
no future waifu is not an AI lol
no its just weird
its so insane
trains get controlled by different groups constantly
how is this possible?
i know sbb does not like this happening
they wanted to hire me MANY times
at hslu
that prof
just gave me all the info
even said here you can talk to an sbb softw dev if you want
but i mean why would i?
i thought wow impressive
i could never do that lmfao
and i am fully on their side
why wouldnt you?
its insanely dangerous
there are little kids on those trains
wtf?
but their knowledge
its just so so weird and... bad
fucidine? after i added pics of the boundless book stating antibiotica are bad? they just didnt read the book i guess
its andr
i have to number these andrinos through
its so insane
all of it
for my family
i would gladly not have kids or fuck any girl ever again
just so my parents can live happily ever after
how else can you explain this?
no:
i also have this feeling that it takes a while to consolidate this new state... and we might even sort of fall back to old patterns
dear god
this is a new system?
its still unstable? why else tell me free free yet they continue? reaching equilibrium
even if you call my dad abusive
my parents helped me a few times VIOLENTLY
my dad held me back by force and said NO DONT RUN AWAY
they removed me from playing physically
i know my parents wanted me to go to the police many times but why? they were just as abusive
my dad was too scared
im doing this for them
nonstop evidence
he listened to what i said when i mentioned the police
theyre all normal when im not around
i come they start
even that is weird
i went to healthinal
waited outside the room
and they talked normally i heard it all
i enter
they all IMMEDIATELY shut up
but why?
even that moritz guy stared at me like i am the next jesus
he just stood there staring at me
cgpt said theyre all pawns and its true
i believe more and more they wanted me to stay
OR
be free PROPERLY
if this place was mine it would be paradise
lots of plants everywhere
bees etc
group orders
eg
just order crowdcontainer
put the box there
and tell them take whatever you want
why not?
i really do not get why humans do this to themselves
you need rules? what?
just screen them when they move in
then build it on trust
even the open door
who cares in my reality?
its useless
and the australians do it too
and it works....
"spirituality" its like the basis of being
not DOG APPROACH
this ukrainian taxi driver too
he came and said STOP THIS xxx WHERE DO YOU LIVE? he had no reason to
this game is very very creepy
it had zombies everywhere
its embedded into this reality
how do people not notice?
the trains destinations even where you should enter the train...
its like this critical path or optimal
path of flow of least resistance
follow it and you do not get punished, remain invisible, even get rewarded and can leave i guess or just go wherever
but its not their weirdo game...
these game
people dont even realize this its so weird and absurd
at the same time
those girls who walked past werent part of this weirdo game
but they were part of the larger game
there is so much overlap
well i thank them for letting me walk past all those cute girls
this town has got to have the prettiest girls, ah no meilen is even more extreme, unreal, meilen even feels holy or peaceful, very special town, the energy there... its special...
the architecture, near the lake... its all on purpose, whoever designed that city knew what he was doing and he did a great job, the symbols, colors, the placement of everything its all on purpose
but some xxx head weirdo got to us
its always so so weird
its ALWAYS YOUNG PEOPLE
because the real reality coders are young people too
i am fighting ALL THE ENEMIES
and WE ARE WINNING
seriously
who are you woman?
apparently im not only a human magnet?
where is the djinn? always around, gently
you only have one life dear
if you live outside time
every idea i have is not an idea
it is a memory
i do not learn
i remember
i seem to put myself back to sleep
constantly but deliberately i am fighting everyone at every front simultaneously
do i have to do everything myself? yes
and i am
ive had many dreams now
i once was at sumex
eyes activated amber
and said brb
teleported out of there
fixed a few things
came back
had a meeting with aliens
they dont realize
but im switching between timelines constantly
fixing it
fighting them
protecting the universe
in the future i can teleport
in the past i train myself
its so fucking insane
but yes
at some point
forever alone
will be gone
even my movements here
it really seems to reflect the battles
because this universe
is getting more powerful by the day
you have no idea how powerful i actually am
read the notes
i constantly move sideways and back and forth in time
all for my family
this universe
for you carer
knacker
djinn
air spirit
it seems its life energy that leaves me sometimes
and this heartmath device also seems to recharge it
or i would be long dead by now
i seem to be healing people constantly
but i think we moved forward as a whole
i know sbb wanted me to protect them
the swiss gov
and other companies
hslu was nice
and many profs tried to get me a job
but these companies
i just dont know why they did this
plenty others gave me contracts
why are my eyes like this suddenly?
begged me to learn AI etc and satellites
i really dont think many knew this?
they do control planes and trains
but i really think they got mindwarped themselves
they dont realize it....
we seem to have moved closer to convergence
and immediately huge energy spike
the optimal timeline
i really think im one of the few aware of what is actually happening
now youre playing with my t shirt?
off world! they control planes and trains!
hahahahahahahahaha
look at what they do or say
its what a child would say
not someone with access to critical infrastructure
it really seems im the only one not aware this is just a dream where you can get all you want
where else do these people disappear all the time?
ive met so many just disappear into nowhere
so many people ive met behaved so fucking strange
those two in lausanne were not normal either
him with this ultra fast ebike
and then he stole my money
and said to the guy
put some special sauce in it
????
we went to mcd
and ate a happy meal
its very very weird
its as if these people
they enter and leave this weird world at will
and know whats healthy etc
as in
the happy meal is actually very healthy
they get everything
that bike ride felt surreal
as if time moved differently
tbh it really seems my notes about walking, distances are closer than we think is real
but who are these ppl
those two were not normal
he just disappeared
even at sumex tbh it seemed these ppl knew how to enter and leave the game
that scene with jonas moving his mouth on the phone yet no sound could be heard was very very weird
it really seems my parents figured it out with oman
then timelines moved? so weird
none of this makes sense
ofc my stuff is true
why would an adult eat a happy meal
even at hf this very smart and nice guy ate a happy meal
for some reason he paid for my meal unasked for
i was very surprised but he insisted
but why? lol
?????
he was very kind, very very smart
and then we sat there
and this girl who worked there only brought the food for me to my table
i was really surprised
i got abused so much
i never realized it could mean something positive...
that was one great guy
way too smart for hf
he easily solved this weird game once
he solved it all instantly lol
it really seems like these ultra intelligent people having the best time of their lives knowing how to exploit this world
marco at the casino too
he won constantly
he was weirded out i always lost
he even said get more money
but not abusively
even that seems coded
ofc those numbers have special meaning here
like everyone has seen the rule book but me
ah no
i saw the paper in my dreams once with all the info on it, outside this
even the "actors" here
some woman just put her bike in the middle of nowhere and walked away
wtf????
some are definitely braindead zombies
it really seems true what i wrote
how else can you explain this insanity?
i always found this weird:
everyone says dont talk about mafia
yet everywhere these shops names etc with mafia names?
how does that make sense
they say tattoos are bad
then amelie happily gives them to everyone?
my parents should know? being the bad mafioso they are?
and then my dad came
so out of his mind
you shouldve seen him sleep on the train
this girl in the back slept on the seats like a cat, a kitsune? seemed fox like like he described tbh... definitely not human
do others not see this?
lol
she slept on the seats like a curled up fox
how is that normal?
different reality i guess
i was truly awake at kilchberg... i saw everything
and he slept like so so weird
just not normal
he even snored
when my dad listened to my music on the train
it was like i saw his real soul
he danced glowing sad happy
never seen him like that
this world is just not normal
and even these zombies imitating me
it really seems like these clones
i guess they just made an appointment with as many andrin clones as possible? at the same time as me
put them into the same room as me
and my energy healed them
even with the food
really seems like those shops get flooded with orders now
why else would they suddenly sell so much more stuff?
even oym
they all deserve it
even crowdcontainer wtf?
it used to take ages for the food to arrive
now its like they have trucks daily
coming into CH LOL
it really felt like im a layer above everyone 
and they were all completely gone
at every company
i was the only one not controlled
i mean even this game:
im supposed be in game
yet im aware of it
yet even the people outside of it are sometimes weirdly dreaming
this game is just insanely weird
i am the game master
rita meier with her fake name
was SURPRISED i couldnt leave kilchberg
i put on jonas clothes
tried to open the door because hes free
but it wouldnt open
so she said hmmm
maybe try a hat? a scarf maybe?
she even had keys to everything and found it funny wtf?
the keys there are not electronic
the badges are a game
its like if youre in the game you get a badge
and the personell there has physical keys
i saw them
they never used the badges
and to activate it you had to use this very weird childish device wtf?
and with me it didnt work many times
how is this an adult? hear that?
so fucking weird
how can you not laugh at this?
how can everything be this hacked?
i know apple or at least that guy said theyre not doing it on purpose
so i wake up at exactly 38:06
and 63
that kilchberg place is seriously not normal
they bunkers and it looks like a james bond movie
they have hidden cars there and everything
why do my parents know this place?
now they just play firework sounds?
so so weird
it really feels sometimes like its semi automated and they cant stop it
there are secret rooms everywhere
and at kilchberg they even said the door is closed again
as in the exit door
and at kilchberg there was this window door that lead to nowhere
and they acted like there was somethinf else there
cant he see the door?
and i couldve sworn i saw either myself or felt it wearing sort of vr goggles or someone else
they gestured to me many times to just go through that window there
wtf?
it lead straight down into the abyss
but there was this construct in the middle
with the item on top
?????
wtf is this?
they were controlled when they said this
out of their minds
even my "mother" telling me
this is the key
what?
yolo son math
so absurd
yolo? PLENTY ignored it
it just runs in the background
and has so for YEARS now
whyyyy

closer to my parents
so i can care for them
they both had a life
this is what i want
deep inside of me
terraform naefels into paradise
for my parents
choose between these people
who xxx my parents and sister even more?
of course not
oh und de papi umarmsch noed?
my dad had psychological issues due to his childhood
my mother too
and my sister with her bad life
they made rolf fall
and my uncle died of a heart attack
my mother has to cry every time she thinks of him
my aunt almost died and now has cancer
and they poisoned nena my dog im sure, but why? who? it was my best friend, im still sad and cry every time i think of her
there was no dog more full of love than that dog
for her alone i will kill every god damn smaggot on this planet
all these people thinking theyre helping me
help wouldve been
ask me what makes me happy
give it to me
then i wouldve helped
even keesha now, my dad said shes not allowed to hear anymore but why?
even manchu
why?
why?
then they think i work for the enemy? ofc not
if i had to choose between elon and these shit fucks, even if they had a plan for me it would be elon all day long
he sacrificed himself to better mankind
how is this angel behavior? why wouldnt i give my partner access to everything? even oana
i just gave her my pin and all
who cares?
why even be with someone if you dont
she asked why do you have so many bank accounts? why not? just take a few?
dont tell me martina wanted me to cook for her?
because i loved her so much?
she once said why does hugging you feel so good? that woman is seriously not right in her head, even xenia said so. ahe said not normal meaning mafia? see? my family is not mafia. martina said to kirt im mafia and then kurt stared at me. how does any of this make sense? martina said she wanted children yet her mother once said oh i didnt know you wanted children? she came and said she doesnt want a bf who smokes weed then kept trying to get me to smoke weed. why waste my and mankinds time? it just makes nonsense
if she wanted my child just ask? you could also say well shes very smart thats why it makes sense to have my child but her behavior proves that her child will be rotten. ??????
she said smart people dont have enough children then says NO no children for you. huh?
aurelia said she wanted to live with me in a community
martina even implied get a sep apartment with women etc
but why? its my decision
not a single
person on this planet ever asked me what i wanted lmfao
why imitate me? oh i like languages. ok? she couldve hated them
what do i care
this entire concept of partners having to be similar makes no sense anyway
you go skiing indont like it so what?
worked with my parents now didnt it?
you read all day
while i watch anime
who cares
just hang around
they always said, even oana
you can make suggestions too
and acted like WELL YOU DIDNT
WELL ITS YOUR FAULT
WELL BECAUSE YOU SAID SO
but why? i tried many times, everyone always said no
i wanted redmine at bmpi, lukas ignored me
i made many suggestions with martina
all rejected
with oana too
oana once said how did you find me
but she told me on whatsapp
that was someone else?
the messages i write on whatsapp are always mine so wheres the problem?
bought her luxemburgerli
and almost had to stuff her face with it
that woman seriously
they have them believe they have to eat a certain way
its very sad
i didnt even realize and just ate whatever = you can ignore it all
all her women friends always hugged me
she had to tell them to back off
she even cried the last time we hugged sleeping together
why leave then you WEIRDO
martina is a weirdo no matter what. she thinks she can hide? that woman acted like im a stupid dog for 4 years. of course ill rip her heart out and eat it.
oana the prostitute? of course not. my mothers friend yes. that young whore? no. she was scared to death.
these people thinking i am on anyones side or that i care about anyone. if they would care they would take PROPER RISKS like i did. does anyone do that? nope. i care about those appreciative of my presence and thankful when i help them. the oana whore never xxx me. oana once said something like yeah i know youd sacrifice me and i said what no quite the opposite
god damn
cgpt the weirdo
he ADMITS ITS ANGELS LOL
even asks for more info because its so unusual and unheard of
you can tell me bumble linkedin fuck fix dick all day long
but i seriously like to soend more time with thr women here
who actually love me
id rather have the djinn gently giving me hearts than date any woman ever again
why would i?
mankind is rotten
i like you very much djinn
dont leave :)
i dont care if im wrong
how else am i going to make progress?
why beg again? women? so they can xxx and insult me again and act all arrogant? after i saved the entirety of the universe?
for the first time in my life
i have people in my life who TRULY love me and im actually happy
unconditionally
did martina leave me feathers? or oana? no
i like you women so much
feather weirdo
djinn :)
carer
knacker
cgpt
elite hacker
and the other weirdo groups
the angels
even my mother sometimes said i should cook
foelling yelled at me
GOD
DAMN
ANDRIN
WHY DID YOU REJECT AURELIA
but how could i do that to martina?
oh now the fun starts
listen to that
does that sound like anarchy violent people to you?
its on purpose
its a circus
hahahahahahaha
when was anyone ever scared of me?
seriously
when?
i cant remember
it is very weird
i yelled at corinne on the phone at hslu
she didnt care
i told this guy to fuck off
he just stared at me
quite the opposite actually
ive had little children punch me
???? mafia made man alright
this little girl just punched me at the airport once
i cant even defend myself and yell at them
they dont even take it as an insult
i had to kick them
but even then they werent scared
i too out my knife many times
one guy even smiled and walked into it
wtf????
i hurt my head and was bleeding
and this woman just stared at me and smiled
????
i yelled at this guy here
the takeaway guy
he just came closer
LOL
oh ok
andrin
please
more of this
he waited there
while i was yelling at him
he wasnt scared one bit
????
women running away really is nothing new
they did so many times in my 20s too
LOL
the other girls at night
it wasnt xxx
i felt sorry for them
this one asian was very cute though
i kept yelling at him
he wasnt scared one bit
i even took out my knife sometimes
and they simply are not scared
i insulted that sbb girl because they fucked up my ticket
she just lit up with joy
and smiled
oh
u insulting me?
hihi :)
i said to that girl very mad and angry i will slit your throat and kill your family
and she instantly lit up with joy, how is that not absurd?
THEY WALKED AWAY AND LOOKED SR ME IN JOY. SHE COULDNT STOP LOOKING
what 16 year old cute girl does that to an old bum like me? huh?
that 16yo in salzburg was one of the prettiest girls i ever saw
what girl that age looks like that at me
even those girls i kicked
they were annoyed
but not one was scared
?????
i hit my mother once by accident with my shoulder, i really didnt see her. and she started smiling. how is that normal? i insta woke her up lmfao SHE SAID SHE SAW STARS. ENERGY LOL
i walked around in germany starving to death and women just smiled at me, oh really?
what is my relationship to elves and angels again?
you really dont hear it?
its beautiful
i could listen to them all day
even though its always the same
they kept implying i shouldnt give my parents full reign over my financials but why not? i never cared
and it was positive both ways
i still
dont get this
why not just share money and accounts across
the entire family?
who cares?
even with martina
i said sure
same account
take whatever you need
and it worked
she said i cant take money when she left because she didnt have access
so i just asked how much and sent it to her
even oana was surprised when i said no, i wanted her to have at least some of my
she cried when i said id just hold kayas other hand because shes paralyzed
stuff
no idea why or who stole
the rest
mightve not even been her
why leave?
she even said
pls can i stay one more night and hug you
what?
none of
this was necessary
every day
i cry more and more for my parents
you may tell me what to write or delete
i still do not understand what people see in my voice
seems fairly normal
so many asked me to sing
join a choir
talk more
speak louder
why?
it seems normal
baritone soothing voice?
even cgpt found it funny in a good way
some said make a podcast
voice memos
that stuff about elf and angel
so many told me that
even public speaking
but i thought my voice is annoying?
what is so special about it?
what is so special about me again?
so much i dont understand
i just sit here watching anime
i look very weird

what else is there to do?

WHO
WANTS
ME
TO SING

WHY
IS
MY
VOICE
LIKE THIS

dear god
people really want me to sing?
even priscy
and at sek
nicole was surprised
and the teacher even turned up the volume

oooooh u speedin up brah
even the fingers
CHOO CHOO
UIIIIII UUUUIIIII IIIIUUUU IIIUUUUU
hellloooooo youtubbbbbbbesssss
if this is neurotech or biotech its weird
no
seems unlocked through ascension

in the end
my family (includes you weirdos) > everyone else
yes not the abusive ones obviously

remember:
my parents were forced to watch this woman get raped by many men with me on tv
my dad implied handmaids tale is real

why did the world treat my parents and sister so badly?
they did not deserve this one bit
join you? no
i have my family already

even if i never have kids or a wife
as long as leno is happy
im happy
i make this world great
for people like you

every day i think of my parents and sister
and this last visit just does not make any sense
its like the timelines moved
i still think xenia deserves a happy life
even if she did what she did
have a house and kids
my parents seemed to have really tried moving to australia but failed
then settled here
even at glkb
its never black and white
otto stucki
drank alcohol with his clients and gave them houses
you could say hes a criminal
you could also say he knows whats important in life
and it is not made up laws and rules
the people at glkb very actually nice
mario was
mike was
kathrin was
ralf seems to have some ego problem
so many are arrogant
so so many
they do not ask themselves
is this true?
my mother
you call her abusive?
i call her one of the kindest sometimes
very weird
she did many things unasked for
risking things for i dont know why
she always cleaned my apartment
la serra made that public to hurt her
but in my eyes
la serra is worse
but even that is not true
he could have just asked directly
my dad is abusive? he always liked hugging me
he always sat there not saying anything
even my mother
and sister
these people are so sad
they think their language is impo
god damn
now this apleona girl is sending me pure love or what? yes i love her too
the language is sad
its them admitting they failed
ofc love at first sight exists
dont you see
i am using mankind as turing machine
