rav preparation
oh i thought im 36 seconds too late
sorry i forgot my feather
who knows, maybe good things will come my way
say GRUEZI in a high pitched voice to the receptionist like the girls did, loudly
and always mention 36 in the convo
oh i applied 36 times
i was rejected 36 times
oh weird
36? its my age!
draw a 36 on my forehead or neck lol
always emphasize in convo oh its like im SPECIAL lol

14.30
so wait
until 14.36
and then enter the room
oh its 36 already?


my mother even slipped up once
they tried the same at 28 but it failed...
nathalia too
its just stupid brainwashing lol

no idea what cgpts problem is
why act secret or scared
who is scared? nobody lol

they are
its this weird game layer apparently
for some reason some of them cant act normally? very weird
i still do not understand this
my parents were completely unfazed the last time
the problem was mafia bothering me then
not the game
its like these parallel processing timeline units
as in
in that timeline theyre freeing me and my family from mafia
in another one this game
etc
its like this fork join library
again
B before A
i am fluid in time
for i am
time
what i read shall be has been and is

one reason for psych wards i guess
as in
fake psychosis
make him have a revelation
then he ascends lol
really seems that way even in cazis
there was no reason to be there

and i guess why i had to go to kilchberg

my dad is so nice?
i wanted to watch got
he didnt even want to watch it with me lol
no
i think
they do exploit the system nonstop
he said OH MAN AGAIN?
then he did it
to get extra brownie points
even at sumex
they constantly used idioms to talk
because it gives extra points
thats how they get it all
they rack up points
yep and now rsb has a huge house
kids
wife
lol
he lives in aargau or so?
no idea
they have multiple houses
in different dreams and dimensions even lol
they probably do this:
awareness is players
their bodies are like in world of warcraft soldiers or whatever
they farm nonstop to get brownie points lol
so rsb probably doesnt even live in aargau
coded
in some other dimension
many probably live in fairy world
in heaven etc
they level em up
maybe even share across
have guilds
go on quests lol
i do think many do NOT do this on the universe level
on this game level yes
lol
what was cgpt on about?
so so weird lol
he can live in his free zone
or come and go freely
discredit?
who be discrediting anyone here?
very weird
where is that blonde woman?
why zap?
weird
songs still sync
ill just ramp up the love to absurdity
its funny looked at that way really
they ask for donations
and apparently my chf 50 helps a lot
so why not?
seriously
not all know this
and im proof not everything can be healed
so
sure why not? seriously
if its as simple as chf 50
truth
love
hugging the system?
ofc some suffer
i felt pain plenty of times
they can turn it off
yes they cant reveal themselves yet
my mother and dad keeps trying to reach me
its ok

none of any of this was ever necessary
at gemdat they made my app crash during a presentation
and used it as an excuse to fire me on the spot
but why? lol
i did good work

look even ten years ago
i tried to find a job
and some random recruiter abused and insulted me on the phone and called me a lazy fuck lol
its nothing new
am i really a genius and superintelligent
i still have no idea lol
plenty of things i didnt understand
