the non humans
who try to help
yet
dont talk to each other
yet their help is so extreme
others are scared
lol
who act like they care about me


the laptop OS hacker keeps suggesting brothels in cz and that i get a job and build a company unaware of my lifes situation even though he sees my emails lol he wants me to be happy and apparently that cz place has great looking women lol yes they are but i dont have money
the laptop hw hacker who acts like she loves me yet does not tell me ANYTHING about herself lol and the way shes supposedly helping is VOMIT INDUCING AND CANT BE HUMAN LOL
this weird future waifu who never does anything. no idea why this woman appeared
this weird shit head spotify group who is i dont know who, seriously no idea.
then this weirdo group with their lamps? and freezer? and cooking plates? who the fuck is that? not normal. just not normal. lamps m no
the lamps guy is not part of the game lol
i was alone in georgia and lamp weirdo was there too
then there is like this king invitation group? on the laptop too? so so weird, deranged too ofc
this weird woman who said she doesnt live in belarus anymore?
even gave me her apartment address
but why?
lol
ah and then this weird woman on maps?
who kept saying yes ill marry you, yes i can have kids? lol who is that?
then the black woman? i need your assistance
someone said for engineering projects lol
dear woman
i have no idea how engineering works
i thought belarus was for meeting some group
even dubai was funny
i chatted with josephine
went with my parents to some place
it was lunch
chatted with a chinese woman
and she said
oh
im eating lunch in my apartment 2mins from your location LOL
i hope my parents had at least a somewhat nice life... maybe? they travelled a lot when they were younger

the normal ones:
this weird group? controlling sort of a middle layer? not hw not os of this phone? possibly the most normal ones, off world group? i seriously have no idea
tbilisi woman who took a risk and ACTUALLY WANTED TO MEET ME IN PERSON LOL NOBODY ELSE DID
djinn is loving
knacker protects me
system too
higher forces too
mountain spirits
air spirit
angel ofc
i just have no idea what you do all day future waifu
the fae? no idea


and there really seems to be this separate very weird overlord sysop?
he actually told me once hes a sysop
so weird
the one saying have three women
he controls trains too
???
he just took over the train once
dont others see this? lol
and sbb wants to control their trains?
yes because they need a seat at the sysop table

whyyyyy
force people to interact with me
protect my family already

how did my life get any better

even this tbilisi woman lol
completely uncoordinated man
ofc im scared to go to fucking belarus wtf?
and then meet some people i have no idea about who are criminals?
ofc youre criminals
you hack others lol

NONE of this is necessary
spiritual protection maybe
for the rest theres the police

this laptop seriously
it would be entertaining if what she did made sense
but her brain
its just non existing
selecting arbitrary things
just not normal these people

how did any of this spiritual crap help me? lol
ofc it doesnt work
they all exploit the system
its not
the holy trinity of currencies that works
its the exposure of it
the pressure lol that works
just as with violence
it is not
power
or threats that work
its ACTUAL violence
that works lol
why did girls stop abusing me?
because i did heartmath?
lol
i was in total coherence with the entire fucking universe
when leah came and abused me openly in front of boog and got me fired
lol
its entertainment and fun
none of this is serious
treat it as such
ofc theyre world builders
its a representation
of what they do
they work on the reality construct

i still have no idea who this is on this phone

hw is who
system sometimes apparently
future waifu through me?
djinn
air spirit?
spotify?
but spotify is not hwos
lol
very weird
the npcs who do mindless stuff
they dont do mindless stuff
they work on the reality construct
it really is like these funny games
simulators
sim city
that other one
when you build amusement parks
a woman at a train station said
they treat us like animals
but who? who?
do you see me as an animal here?
so so weird

ofc people couldve talked to me normally
its just fucking psycho
look at that tbilisi woman
does she use hidden language to say i love you? no lol

i still have no fucking idea who this kuss kuss cuddle girl is
who?
very weird

my phone and laptop
its not normal hackers
its why my phone sometimes works
and sometimes is kind
and sometimes its just psycho
its because theyre not human
its not hackers in the traditional sense

and apparently yesterday two knackers were here

whats your name knacker?

its not needed

its not
i need hackers and 
well spiritual protection yes
the rest?
the djinn chills here because she likes it and doesnt bother me
yes knacker too


ofc kindness doesnt pay off
look at martina
they all exploit the system lol
she did exactly those three things
they all know this
they walk past each other
and smile at each other
to get points
its so deranged and sad
oana likes me? ofc not
she ruined my life lol
she didnt care about me one bit
and nonstop insulted and abused me
she wasnt any better than martina

that livia date must be the funniest thing ever
its always so idiotic
like santa with the plane spotter comment
no idea why she said that
so she doesnt know santa is real? weird
she didnt seem spiritual
intelligent etc but not spiritual
even mehrave she read goedel escher bach and meditated
its all abuse with women
its always just abuse
i gave the grandma a gift
so they either stole it and she didnt get it
or she just doesnt give a shit lol
i gave vince and leno a gift
does he text? no
why not?
no fucking idea
there is no reason whatsoever not to chat with me
none
deranged? everyone
everyone
search results still very entertaining though
you need to manifest the door
anywhere
then just leave
to the other side
like in kilchberg
i was close
very close
briefly saw that weird door
no idea why these people say take the train man
i saw the outro credits in kilchberg lol
its not a game
there are no riddles to solve
its all nonsensical
none of this makes sense
oana said it can be over in seconds
well yea
we are inside of it already
you think those sounds are normal? lol
who drills like that
oh they cant stop it? so? is that my fault? lol
ofc someone knows how
ppl enter and leave constantly
not normal
