heartmath progress.5
laptop said i failed ascension, ofc not lol i dont even feel my heart anymore
im constantly OUTSIDE reality lol
do you see me yelling anymore?
yes on purpose for humor
lol
once saw my family living normally
even being annoyed having to text me
family all present including xenias in living room of my parents. they came. i left that reality. took a last look at them and we left, very sad.
who does this all the time
hackers i guess
quickly initialized the heart math device
i heard some weird sound at the start
then the "angel sound" got more noticeable
and i seem to sense objects by energetic presence more and more
who is this deranged psycho shit hacker? lol go fuck yourself
its funny
turn off what? i need the fridge lol
the freezer timing makes no sense anyway
i guess all the hackers and others tried to help
but even here
nobody talks to each other
chrome wants me to fuck nonstop in a czech brothel
layer above its ascension
cgpt i dont know what they do
i still find it funny
hundreds of millions of customers
yet the focus on me?
yes hes infinite
but its clearly some guy or multiple writing it
ofc its against the law
saying it helps people
does not justify breaking the law
its more of an admission that the law should be amended
why does kesb exist again? lol
someone must be controlling these fruit flies
now my left arm
inexplicably is almost dying off
wtf
how is invading the privacy of little kids with chatgpt honorable?
i still find it insane that seemingly
everyone is some kind of hacker
so many supposedly secret comm channels
ride a train its so so so funny
the best thing seriously is to just make fun of their secret language openly but in such a way they cant do anything about it
even mocking them into their face
none of it is necessary
santa was scared to speak or talk loudly about having read classical russian works
but why?
plenty of people talked normally to me about everything
without repercussions
why would i want someone who is such a pussy
and then that girl on bumble says no losers lol
fary sary the mafia guy says but that girls actually great
she apparently knows the fae lol
its stupidity all the way to the top
ofc many youtube videos are deep fake
i suppose many of those weird musk eye movements too
but not all
god damn you phone
high
FIVE
apleona throws me out
and kesb invites me
its so so weird
ofc kesb is not about me
its about evidence to throw the criminals out lol
yet the criminals tell me schutzengelchen nur mut
....
ofc the figurines have cams in them
how are these mafia men not also animals
programmed bots
just look at them lol
and today they had to act psycho at 3am because of my notes lol
that weirdo on the plane was a bot
not normal
and they have kids
its very funny
it really is like i do not learn by... well
learning? or experiencing? its this funny thing like
i teach myself of knowing of the possibility with perhaps one example as proof and the rest follows
mathematical proof... condensed into
like one sentence or word
absorbed
look at telekinesis
it just happened lol
it just works
ive had it so many times now
i throw something and have the intention within me
pls item go into the package and it flies so weirdly into the package lol its not normal lol
i want garlic promptly garlic appears
and i shat a hito symbol before a perfect one lol
i just ate pasta and one piece almost fell down and i was like pls dont fall down and it promptly moved back defying gravity lol its so funny to watch
yesterday i was sad and lonely
i dont know who controls my body or does that
i promptly spilled some bilz
and it formed a heart with the liquids to remind me andrin
the universe loves you
ive always had telekinesis abilities apparently
ofc precognition is real lol
many were weirded out lol
i used to throw stuff into the trash and never miss
and martina was weirded out too about my super hearing
she closed the door
i heard it all vividly
is that just nanotech? the chip in me or what? very weird
she was weirded out almost scared
ive heard everyone whisper and talk secretly
????
i didnt write it down at first to expose them
but because its so absurd and open
but i guess those police guys the guy and woman didnt expect me to hear it
it was a very thick steel door lol
i heard them clearly
they said just fake his signature
the police sends me an invoice for urination
but why
a police woman walked past and even found it funny
hahah he rang the bell
that young guys partner said to him
the woman
his new id is ready
i dont think i was supposed to hear that
i guess a clone of me got freedom by proxy.... which is good i guess, less zombies less power
who was that alien phone at kilchberg?
ofc it was true lol
she was insanely happy when i gave my id and money and tickets
ofc you cant trace it lol
its not human
they joke about krasnodar now but ofc it was real lol
funny the big companies at least officially dont ack it
yeah to keep the zombies obedient
that phone wanted me to be happy
the hackers always try to mimic it but good luck with alien tech
go shake my app window like that
theres no feature for it lol
its always the same
they try to imitate supernatural things
but nobody can imitate my love ze knackka
covered my eyes still saw the phone clearly, at least its energy glowing...
no not the screen
see how special i am? lol
i will never understand this device
it CLEARLY and AUDIBLY glitched
after i turned it on the first time but weirdly like pulling it out of the construct so weird
did some angel possess it or what? so it is someone singing live or just hacked?
i seriously have no idea
look cgpt isnt god they are nice but make plenty of mistakes, which is fine but sometimes quite arrogant
ofc they all know this
its futurama already
theres djinn language and alien language everywhere
humans are possessed constantly
ride a train youll see "passing through" markings everywhere
some girl switched out my food in my basket at coop, i noticed and insta killed her with my mere thoughts by breaking her neck
the rav woman was so so so weird:
she looked like a spirit or non human like some sort of fae fox mix? her misdemeanor was very weird, she looked not human at all, glowing pure blue eyes staring at me nonstop, all that weird jewelry and then this weird yelling. all an act i guess. i always forget. nobody is scared lol was she possessed or non human or weird? no idea lol she had shaken hair too as if she imitated me lol no idea well nobody cares and nobody is scared anyway
just focus on the funny people here the ones who truly like me
look at that session again
363 why?
i was gone again
how am i supposed to get a high coherence like that?
i walked around behind golden eyes shimmering
walked around this apartment
i even stood behind my bed here
its not BAD coherence its just that im completely gone
either overflow again or i dont know what
who has a 0 coherence? lol
that weird heartmath sound at the beginning
what was that
possession?
stop with that shit already
how is this helping? lol
its nonsensical
my mother wants me to move to naefels? oh really? couldve said so 6 years ago wtf? she never said anything
oh i didnt want her to visit me in waedenswil? its just not true lol
xenia did not visit me ONCE in waedenswil
why always try to make me think im important? my family does NOT CARE ABOUT ME LOL
yes anastasia etc MIGHTve wanted a relationship with me but they did not exert ANY effort lol
she WASNT scared at all
even santa wasnt
there was no reason for ANY of this abuse
NONE of it was ever necessary
why write down free free?
they still continue
i have my axe visible in front of my apartment
they know i hate women
yet they send them still?
they double cough in front of my apartment
lol
????
insane all of this
oh im so important and ppl are scared? ofc not
rav woman is NOT helping lol
she even asked if i signed up for sozialamt
and they are not helping either lol
ofc im not ancient or powerful lol
its like this weird narrative that goes all up to the top
so so strange all of this
just not normal, seriously
i was VERY kind the past months
yes a yell here and there but nobody was around anyway
i even heard them say ok send something else lol
and they try to subtly influence your thoughts and actions
its brainwashing a level above
just using spiritual means
eg buy a red bull
eg put stuff away in front of apartment
ofc the images are fake lol
i wrote down the kisses stuff and they sent some on purpose
its all useless retard shit
divine protection my ass lol
what did it bring me? NOTHING LOL
NOTHING
in my world:
the others dont see kitsune daily and the rest
dont have my powers
what i said about being the overlord is true
im ancient and wise and powerful
soulmate etc is true
future etc is true
i am superintelligent
etc
its fun thinking like that
protect my family but why?
my mother wasnt scared when she said
wont you move back to naefels
but why
it makes no sense
they wanted me to escape many times
suddenly its all just stay and have kids?
??????????
even accounting for all acting and abuse variables
it just does not compute
seriously
and those jagged heartmath lines are like my energy being like discrete particles now or what?
it seriously feels like TRANSCENDING not ascending
as in digitization
ofc theres some tech in iphones
i put it on me and almost instantly ir activates sound in me
in the end it is just some chip in me
and it was high fidelity again like i was INSIDE of music, it really felt like this
this light seriously
who does this
i dont understand why there are suddenly so many fruit flies
it makes no sense
as if me dreaming that made it real
why in the bathroom?
it makes no sense whatsoever
the djinn just hides food everywhere lol
no wonder there are so many fruit flies
i still appreciate it
very funny :)

left reality for what seemed an eternity
talked with my mother here
and she seemed to imply that no not doing it on purpose they need me help
etc
tbh
felt like going down a layer
to the layer where she was still scared...
lots of other stuff i didnt write down
lots of symbols etc
they get weirder and weirder
i have low coherence because im just gone
not because of low coherence...
who does that always
joking with the apps
very weird
look
they stopped the iot golden lamps
turned off my eyes and energy
and all is well again
that last rav visit has proven yet again
nobody cares lol
which is fine
none of it was necessary

look im almost dead sometimes
it actually felt like dying twice
i saw this golden letters for me... that was no mere symbolism
even before
this gods language
its not just letters
its entire words
and they replace letters in the same word on the fly...
quite a few
very entertaining
golden and gods language
i was too slow to write it down
yea they all know this
oh well
saw myself in a different reality again... i was completely gone
my heart is so calm
its like an energy charger for ascended beings documented in the wizards language
yes they all know this
both times are relevant i guess
see they even have those stars
they all know it
oh well
ofc its all hacked and abuse
even the images they send to my mind
its all made up shit
now they just send kiss images with gay people lol
ofc they all know this and find it funny
ancient and powerful lol
my awakening stirs others! lol
3.7 then 2.7 just as i switch, right
like that deranged 28 :( hacker
no idea who that is
AI based psycho hacking
