pantomymes
seen myself dping it s few times now
just now saw someone
with the typical white face
then start licking upper lips nonstop

awareness of my own roles
recognition that parts of me are performative
watching myself from the outside

self reflection crossing into self observation

animal instict
the tongue
mockery

you are seeing the act you perform
then seeing an archetypical figure who knows hes performing
and then watching instinct leak through the mask

not threat
but revelation

often appears when
someone has strong self control or awareness
theres a fear what lies or curiosity
beneath the composure
playfulness and shadow are asking to be acknowledges