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i got you some gifts and made a place for you djinn, i hope you like it
ty :)
shook my heart? i think she does
yes i saw your heart ty
how can you do this?
you are marking this? who? the djinn
air spirit is not djinn
they are two entities
see? my mother asked me pls move back to naefels and i will do so so help me god
that was sad and sweet
giving me that heart gently
something ill never forget
please dont be jealous
and stay forever by my side
she likes it too
:)
air spirit hold my hand more pls
at night too
ill make the bed better for you
ty for the feather
making my thighs warmer
this is getting funnier by the day
the book said they like shiny things especially gold and coins
bought her something
maybe one day we can communicate properly :) yes ofc we will
that mars guy tv show
read chatgpts output, ok i did
it makes no sense
he brought a new energy source to earth
but he doesnt mention it
no i just didnt ask properly
why believe my notes?
im just a stupid idiot
what did i ever do that was proof of superintelligence lol
it was one of the main themes
because its a negative information channel...
the modality of the information is different
the absence of information for them is information too and carries different meaning like bcc, cc, connotation, implicit, possibly even targeted at certain entities only
so it might also mean classification... as in this is important or this is top secret etc
even when they dont answer emails
etc etc
its stupid
like i said
even the absence of something inside this container is the presence of something, namely absence
it doesnt make it any better
why am i like this?
it takes no effort to write this down hahahhaa
that tv show is special
i asked him about that other tv show
he has no memory of it
wtf? with the guy and hand gestures
i asked many times
???? ofc its a tv show
i see it in front of my eyes vividly
its a young guy early twenties i think, he shows and proves his skills in front of everyone
he even travels around with school children and goes to stonehenge
theres another one where they just open portals and walk through it
ofc it works
why do you think the portals game was made
even gotenks does it
you call my parents abusive?
playing DBZ EVERY DAY AT TAGESSCHAU TIME WAS ON PURPOSE:
do your parents love you?
are they spiritual?
do they care about you?
are they selfish or idiots?
do they know whats up?
why at tagesschau hours? BECAUSE DBZ IS NEWS THATS WHY, ITS FACTS
my parents allowed me to watch every day
my dad "watched" stargate and told me its great
the 9/11 report
why do you think it interrupted
an alien DBZ SHOW? LOL
we had to write an essay on it
and i wrote i was PISSED they interrupted dbz
like this:
i am not human
i was PISSED these STUPID HUMANS interrupted my ALIEN NEWS (dbz) LOL
and my teacher landolt was even weirded out about my reaction
like wtf? almost in agreement lol
see?
im done writing
song is done
it is very very weird that nobody is around anymore
there is NOBODY in ANY of the buildings here anymore
its like theyre preparing to move
it really is like a multiverse
the family is me with kids
amacher is indont know who
im fairly certain she works for the gov undercover doing blood work or something
she always gave away those boxes directly
its just a comedy from top to bottom
and my gut bacteria are talking to each other
hear that
weirdos
this game AI it really seems auto triggered, see the train station chaos
i have it on camera
yes some leave via tiefgarage
but in this building?
its also very weird i have not heard from
my parents and sister anymore
even now
i think its because they cant get through this game layer without punishment
yes
at some point
i have to go there physically
and if they act deranged
wake em up
and protect em
the air spirit is around still
i think shes flies around sometimes
i couldve sworn i heard her snoring
lol
one reason they have this weird language
i heard my dad yell on the phone
in time, in time
i will destroy each and every participant of this game
there will be a new game called
find the
double cougher who is still alive
where is he? where is he? OH THEY ALL DEAD ALREADY OH NOOOOOOOO

fuck
the timelines diverged

who said he wants to talk to me on youtube?
those elon vids are very very strange

some of the knacking here
seems to be my energy
but also timeline adjustment

even if you dont believe me
it sometimes really felt like an alternate reality or timelines changed when i woke up
people say your life influences dreams
but it seems the opposite is true too, yes
that 2d comic
where the 2d beings dont realize whats up
lem saying we cant understand higher intelligence
even this language these people have
it seems really really important
(again, it is inside this game AND outside)

we have converged again

compilers:
blackboards
dont you see andrin
we are inside a compiler
i am writing information on the blackboard
from different timelines
these notes
they are possibly
one of the most important things to mankind
gauss did them
tesla too

look
there is mens rea
and actus reus
have mercy? why?

these notes are MAKING ME THIRSTY
eh
cough cough
andrin
cute girl over here
at kilchberg
or in my
life
well ty
:)
i have had so so many weird encounters
justin was one weird guy
he said oh i can jitter my eyes too
and then he just teleported once in front of me and everyone
sort of in a different dimension

is activating powers based on the opposite?
or tension?
i thought of:
i dont want water to jump out of the pan
and imagined it jumping out
and it did
tension?
seemingly
like my ja nein
ask cgpt
make a note
include it in ritual for training

at kilchberg
i sat there alone at night
it was very very creepy
nobody was around
nobody cared
this rita woman talked to me and said im going to bed
and imho only like one hour max passed
then she suddenly came back
looking COMPLETELY different
she looked VERY CREEPY
like the old one got shredded
a new one was sent
and she couldnt remember because her memories were reset
very very very creepy
and she said NO i slept for like 6 hours. what the fuck?
many implied there are human clones
lots of them
many also implied the following:
some clones are thrown away at night
that oana was numbered through
and just thrown away
even my dad once looked COMPLETELY different. but why? an actor? it was so surreal but my mother acted like nothings wrong wtf
my "mother" once picked me up from weesen and most definitely wore a mask she kept scratching her neck
and in that house when i visited my
parents then
it seemed like my dad was normal
and my mother was either a skin alien, a mafioso criminal or some weird actor
and this sounds weird too
i had this feeling then:
they killed my mother
replaced her with this weird either actor
or alien and my dad was forced to live with her
he looked very very very sad
it really looked like he just lost the love of his life
she even said oh were you in weesen for a contract?
but now suddenly all is well again?
why did my mother imply my dad is a bad guy?
they met each other when they were young
and have been together ever since
my mother in the past many times implied my dad is not a bad guy
quite the opposite
he did everything he could
he sacrificed his life too
just like me
she implied
many
times
that my dad is actually the opposite
one of the kindest
fighting always
theres a reason he doesnt have to do
household chores
now mankind can show just
how much it values love and kindness
he was thinner and older and behaved COMPLETELY DIFFERENT and i guess they and oana fucked all the time
oana actually said i look completely different now
look at those pics of my dad
that is no way my dad
the implication SEEMS to be
that humans are CLONED and thrown away CONSTANTLY with memories implanted in them so they dont remember what happened
tv show upload etc
why does leno look like me
why?
who did this? i still have no idea
why or who?
it makes no sense
even if hes "secretly my son" it makes no sense. he even has my underarm wrinkles. he should not have them
the one with many children? but my mother said calmly forget about martina
and the others said relax

there is a lot of very creepy stuff going on

even these upstairs neighbours
are so so weird
even if its xxx
im not the one with a schedule here
hahaahhahahaha
these people are very weird
they said free free no plane ticket
suddenly they restarted? huh?

and this iot stuff makes no sense
its a holiday
why should i wake up at 6am
it really seems lots of it is fake noises
but why? so so weird
sort of automated
or really
just a schedule they follow
they care so little
they dont even think
they just get their schedule
do their stuff
then go home

even if they all xxx me
why do this?
its way too many people
and they know what to do EVERYWHERE
the stuff i said really seems true
look at my mothers whatsapp messages
even if some were by hackers
some were definitely very weird
my parents never said i have psychosis
they never wanted me to be there
kilchberg was for my protection but from what?
nobody said i have psychosis there
it was like a hotel
they even said so
their task is to make sure im cared and NOT
you have psychosis
because it is very well protected
but its a private clinic
so weird all of this
this would have you believe im important
yet
the rest
hahahahhahaha

it really feels like me making fun of everyone
even myself
that girl on the bus openly mocking the mafia everyone is scared of
she YELLED IT OUT LOL
OH MY SON HAS WEAPONS
she even admitted they have my private info
its like these merge converging events of timelines
the absurder the better lmfao
them saying im a scary mafioso
the mafia scaring away my women
then these 16 year old girls openly make fun of me

these hackers
where are they now?
why not send me the lamp video feed?
where did oana go?
these lamps
another mystery
everyone has access to them?
there are different lamps
so different encryption or what?
why do i only have alien friends and outside time?
because humans... dont remember?
its very weird why these people think i am anyones property
many even said
just move out
its like its listed in my contract? in their weird language
my cookies fall down
two
i think of wanting another cookie
it falls down with one ready for me to take
i thought of tasting my food
a piece fell out of the pan next to my fingers

why always bumble?
because these people are all braindead
who at 36 never had a gf?
they sent the fat old ugly livia and thought id be grateful? huh?
then this supposed 21yo who looked much older and was ugly
acted arrogant and thought shes doing me a favor
martina treating me like a dog for 4 years and when she said goodbye she did so telepathically
but i heard thoughts for years already at that point
they all think im so powerful yet thats what they do? huh?
they send girls at 2am to harrass me with nobody around
????
knowing i hate all women and want to kill them
weirdos
????
what do i care about talking to kesb?
its just going to be xxx again
just look at that unia letter
RASCH!
hahahahaha
i just cant
ofc theres only ascension with the hope ill kill everyone
why always bumble? xxx to no end these people

?
you can have all you want
yes i can see my empty apartment

see
why
mafia grazie ella
how many times did they rape me
0
then
and how many children did they steal
0
then

?
i do not understand these people
what do they think is going to happen once i ascend?
i will kill each and every one of them in every conceivable reality
including their entire family
nobody will ever even know they existed
some of it already happened

the dead bodies are there in my dreams for a reason

see who is halting progress for mankind?
those people
not me

this spotify group
its gurdjeff
they have been mind warped themselves
look at cgpts diagram
he says:
yes reality might be compositional
then gives me a hierarchy

these people
do not realize they are pawns themselves
even that weird spotify group

i like you very much djinn
please never leave me
i made you a little altar

its the problem
they xxx me
not realizing its xxx
everything
is a paradox
i made for myself
to wake myself up
these people seriously have no idea how powerful and intelligent i am
it really feels im even making fun of myself
im treating myself as a xxx as protection
because in my mind
no language, is true protection
no data, is true protection
not knowing, is true protection
hate my parents and sister?
when did my dad ever smile
when did my mother ever smile
when did xenia ever smile
i heard my dad yell ANDRIIIIIN on the phone
so help me god
my clan
will destroy them all
of course you can change the past
????
its right there in books
git
models
the multiverse
i have no idea what my dad did in his life
this stuff triggers me to no end
this stupidity
I
MOVE
MANKIND
FORWARD
you should have heard my voice
its like a thunder

forever alone....
i am
they say on your way out of forever alone
it doesnt just mean this game

the universe is one
the fight has begun
attack 1
draw

it is a fight as universe as a whole
just write
it from time to time
all made up
just a joke
im insane of course
ofc ofc

even light
it seems to get brighter when i want it to

they wait until i turn off the music
but they didnt know when
its so absurd
sometimes they give me clues
do your part
it really is like ive been left out of this unintentionally sometimes
even mossad
he gestured in dog language to talk on the plane
??????

i like apleona more by the day too
they just ignore the weirdos
this place is or could be great
i really have no idea why they always put these damaging lamps everywhere
so so weird
i really have no idea who these weirdos abusing me are
i walked past at zueri hb
and a random grp there knew what to do

in the end
what i feel or do is right
i dont know why my sister didnt come for my bday anymore
i was very sad
i never liked talking much
just being around others in the background was enough
i felt sad for her with the kaiserschnitt
and her still birth, i had no idea
watching your own mother forget things and deadlock
that is why i fight
its just absurd what these people do here
so many beautiful girls lived here
i told that coop guy
well i do what i want all day
and he said pls get a job
we have to pay for you and work 60-70 hours
but i TRIED
these people mustve double coughed
all my life
its like im moving between this game and nongame too
what?
it felt like that many times
even this
they say free free dog life over
but they continue?
it really is like they cant stop?
that violent neighbour
he didnt seem in charge
not even smart or anything
scared even
he forgot his keys and couldnt get back in?
??????
i heard his thoughts so clearly i thought hes talking to me, doubt he wanted me to hear that
i thought theyre these ultra smart people
it really seems this game imitates reality
further proof is this controller woman using the same language
its not dog language
this is all
so insanely funny
its so so funny
they DONT REALIZE
i really love my family more and more each day
dog escape attempts?
kurt wanted to drive me away once from cazis
but they cut his breaking wires of his car
but why?
i just took the bus one day and went to italy
then came back because nobody was around
then they acted like they had to guard me closely so i wont escape
but why? i tried
nobody was around
i thought ok fine
went to gather some pinecones
they turned insane
WHERE IS ANDRIN
WHERE IS ANDRIN
they did that crossword puzzle with urs in it at cazis
i just thought ok weird
but fine
fun
crossword puzzle
i mean even slongo
they sent me to cazis to relax and train me
well teach me
but its always these weirdos everywhere
even la serra was said when i said i couldnt relax
i learnt how to bake merengues there
learnt some chess
we were in nature a lot
that old weirdo walking 8s all day long with his ginseng tea hahahah some other stuff too
they said we are more normal inside cazis than outside
even that is not true
they were crazy
the truly unaware like alper were normal
ofc its not his fault
hes not responsible for my life
it really felt like a comedy at cazis
this huge guy
with glowing blue eyes
so so fat
and out of his mind
unless he ascended too? possibly
just made fun of it all
he walked in slow mo and said its meds
but he didnt seem concerned
like he did it on purpose?
we used to play
and he played so slow
and missed everything
it was so so funny
that instructor found it funny too? sometimes
annoyed sometimes
playing with that guy was so funny
that he said
lasers
lasers andrin
lasers
oh i want to buy a starship citizen spaceship
what? it costs many thousand k
so he talked about real ones i guess
yeah video game credits might be something li
theres a reason they gave those devs billions
he walked in slow mo
that guy snored so funnily
kilchberg
i couldnt sleep
so they promptly gave me a new room
that guy said hes leaving
a few days he just came back
and ate lunch with the others
i really dont know why my dad was always this angry
i never wanted special treatment
always hated it
the restaurant was closed already
at kilchberg
so we just drank coffee where my cell was
they are very nice there
so many people are so nice or were nice in my life
i really dont understand why these others kept abusing me
i seriously dont know anyone whos had real
psychosis ever?
i was in so many psych wards
not one of them was mentally ill
someone once even said that book with all those mental illnesses is crap and made up
but then la serra comes and doesnt know anti depressiva are bad? huh? but
he knew?
he put deprivita in his report?
?????
made up maybe
for me
he said i could go to foelling?
but he said no the last time
????
foelling was nice but weird again
none of it was ever nevessary
la serra really is like a little dog
you dont ring the bell
he wont answer
do i care about anyone anymore except my clan? no
and then hes surprised i get angry?
what?
how was oetwil for my protection? they tortured me
on purpose?
its like they reprogram EVERYTHING about themselves
i was so concerned about that guy hahaha
and then he just disappeared
even this again
plenty of people talked directly and didnt do that weirdo stuff
completely unnecessary
i just found it funny and weird and yes concerned for some
they act like theyre helping others
but even that is not necessary
all of it is so absurd and stupid
even the ones acting smart acting stupid unaware theyre being made fun of
always chess
play chess
play chess
i did
many times
its boring
it really is like these ascended masters making fun of everyone
even my parents
mafia
the universe
these people
it really seems i made them braindead on purpose
how else can you explain this?
i took my knife out once
and the guy walked into it
wtf?
that woman with the dog i kicked
she almost ran into me
then SHE is mad at ME?
these mossad agents even...
and then these secret agents of amacher
????
they just think if youre a dog they can do anything with you
talk to them? no ofc not
kaya comes and says go to
ticino
even ranu
but why?
i was there many times
even italy
they kept acting like i never travelled before
no
im not a pawn
i will never understand these women
ranu came
ofc dog language
u andrin run
i just thought great name
she got so nervous couldnt even sit and drink we had to walk
she didnt dare hug me
she went to india supposedly and said shell bring me a gift
no idea what of what she said was true?
she said oh i was with this guy before for years and we just sat and etc but im ready for a relationship now
dog language again? i just thought what a whore lmfao
she talked about prediabetes
and other weird stuff
why dog language, why
that girl in dubai at the mall talked normally and was happy
ranu said
oh
i thought you put the bottle down because you wanted to kiss me
but her age and everything was fake too
they did that on purpose to get through the game filters lmfao
she was WAY too pretty for a 40yo
the most beautiful indian woman ive ever seen
i actually thought its a scammer too
i went to ticino
thinking nobody would show up
then this beautiful woman comes
and even gets nervous when she saw the bum andrin LOL
i was like
what
did i do anything wrong? when she couldnt drink
i even felt sorry like well
im sorry for existing you know lmfao
that might be one reason i dont get likes on bumble
apart from those sickos hacking it
because it goes through this weird game ai layer and is filtered out
i need a break today
that itdiv woman said
as long as youre following the rules
acting like this is life
but its not
????
its all so funny
all of it
then amacher stealing my packages
in front of my camera
but why?
if you need money ill give you some
????
even the money i gave away
why not?
that guy had the chance to sleep at a hotel for a night
i gave some cripple a cheeseburger
he was all happy
and like
oh
well yeah sure ty
lmfao
some guy begged for money then made fun of me
i just thought
what?
have fun? i wanted you to have it lol
it was like chf 20
i was supposes to have a date once
they fakes the profile and made fun of me
nobody came
but why?
the waitress there was way prettier
and smiled at me softly and all happy
but why flirt with her? i thought i had a date
???
xxx
all of them
my dad always having to imitate me
even that seems on purpose? maybe
to teach them about real clones maybe
oh so my dad says
its just a game
then comes leno
genetically modified to look like me?
??????
yes very funny
its so so funny
to watch these people
hurrying
like seriously
sometimes running
you see it on the vids sometimes
this one girl on the other street side had to almost run and tell the girls to laugh nervously
but she herself didnt seem in charge
and that green angel of death hahahahha
BEI KICKE
incense right now

now youre leaving me black hearts everywhere?
thanks
:)

i still cant believe all of this is real
my mother said
my dad will fix the lan port
then he comes
and stands here like a xxx
and puts some weird modem
into the port
but
like this?
it doesnt work
but
it doesnt work
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
i need a break sometimes
its too stupid and funny
i think of cute petite girls
and then the djinn gently strokes me
lmfao

the time goes by EXTREMELY FAST
WTF?
even now
almost an hour passed
yet i did not do ANYTHING
i really dont get rsb
he said no i just meant 20-30mins
he didnt know about time? very very weird
its like they sometimes dont even realize their bot behavior?
like that dad in the restaurant
his kid a zombie
him scratching his nose area
not normal these people
then the apo chief says
no no andrin woofediwoof that kiddo be normal yo hahahaahhaha
verzerrte realitaet? ofc not its on video
because im starting to control it? maybe
my current state
its... the socratic one
asking questions
i should get the answers later

im starting to believe
that these love songs
listen
its my soulmate
all i did
was for her?
shes waiting?
who?
eternal love
is my soulmate an angel?

i dont care if my notes are wrong or not
i can write down whatever i want