music progress.5
perceived time much slower many times now like the cazis husky, like my precognition is turning into reality
saw myself buy many sbb tickets for rueti because i didnt care anymore
stabbed some woman in the neck with my pocket knife
air is very joyful here
i like doing this
i was kind for almost months now
no yelling
no abuse nothing
nothing good came of it
more than a month now
amacher yelled all the time too lol
as if id go to kesb
none of this is necessary
its all fake crap
so yeah
just do whatever
they probably read my notes
and suspended oanas account on purpose
to have me think its precognition
they made their bank send a fake email or call lol
ofc its all made up
at every layer
even at coop
they hack my stuff then prepare their little psycho crap
"you might ask how is this all possible"
theyve been doing this for like ten or more years now lol
NOBODY ever cared
i once left the train in waedenswil and some girl on person said mayb telepathically for me to hear oh did andrin go to chilbi too? i just ignored it and went home. see? thats how important this is.
last chance what for? nothing
ofc its over now lol
at 36 as if id look at any woman ever again
im an old fuck for everyone now
why would i have anything with a woman who had the best time of her life in her 20s lol
kids at my age
its just absurd and funny now
mafia destroyed my dick and chances of a good 20s
rape abuse insult
and i should let go and forgive? lmfao
right
ofc not
i have no idea who does that with the train
so so weird
they said free free? what? the announcer and checkout is still abusive
they still follow me around
?????
what do i care about anything anymore
ofc i wont work ever again
why would i lol
suddenly its hey have kids
its so so funny
stopped the train for me to look at a young girl
placed a woman and kid in my way
even put a stroller and kid in the middle of the checkout
and nobody cares lol
placed some older woman so id have to look at her
and kiosk some girl stood next to me and the cashier what
expected me to talk to her? hahahahhaaha
and this other weird girl who was forced to walk past me and "stare in my general direction" hahahahhahaahahahhahahahahahahah
i really seem to have ascended
i dont feel it anymore
im outside all of this now
the announcer was insanely loud
i didnt care one but
self checkout too
didnt care one bit
3 young girls taking the rav elevator just as i left to remind me im an old fuck now lol
i really dont care anymore
seriously
why ever leave my apartment ever again?
look lol
she sings leave just as i write it
HIGH FIVE SOULMATE :)
future waifu too....
just focus on spirituality
i really like seeing these
pretty symbols :)
just do whatever
whenever
it really does not matter what i do
everyones a hacker...
never forget
the law exists to protect the others
and to abuse me
see
FU
invoices
mahnungen
betreibungen
lease contract
RAV
unia
sozialamt
look
the only thing is to truly turn this into absurdity
because it truly does not matter anymore
armin stierli got paid even though he didnt
work
for
sumex anymore
and i get fired even though i worked all weekends
then they steal my property
and even tell me whaaa whats your problem man?
unia sends me invoices
while my dad got max for no reason at all
i studied 7 years worked for family offices
while nino gets praised for abusing me lol
the biggest shit head abusers get the prettiest women
you saw the vids
this young criminal shit head had the prettiest gf ever
what dates did i have? martina, the beardy oana and theresa lol
then they send menthol to remind me of oanas rape
oana used to throw everythinf away in the trash nobody cared
i do? immediate mahnung lol
amacher abuses me nonstop
no consequences
me? immediately thrown out lol
I AM NOT IMPORTANT
they think im special?
well walk around like a pimp with a crown then
they ask me for my ticket?
yell
HOW DARE YOU TREAT YOUR KING LIKE THIS!
BOW BEFORE ME
LOL

saw myself in the fae world
saw them flying around
its just symbolic...
not messages or so
visions/metaphors etc
saw a few 3
saw myself at rav again
they are real though right?
it all seems
so unreal
and i dont think i was on drugs when i saw them

saw myself saving a kid from being driven over by a car
saw myself with four wolves walking to the train station scaring others
i perceived time slower again
my eye lids move slower
even my tears moved in slow mo
and i had this feeling that this is how you can perceive more things
this guy on youtube takes items off the table insanely fast. he knows whats up
ofc cgpt knows whats up
sorry air spirit

theres a pre language layer
language before language
i saw it many times now
its processed in a different part of your brain
visible yet not visible to the naked eye, hence the saying... i can see it but not with my eyes
and i couldve sworn i turned my eyes inwards a few times already and even saw behind me as in into and back through my head...
saw myself with the air spirit look out the window here
i sometimes dont see with my eyes but not dream either
it really is like turning vision inwards

this is so stupid and boring now
see now the music turns into boring one just as i write this
everyone knows this
even this is abuse
i hate my stupid life
music is the musician
you the human are the instrument
"played you like a fiddle"
the music plays you like an instrument...
the strings in you
organs
they are even called orgel
organ
its so stupid and boring now
biohackers says we are a machine
different representation again
ram is food memory bla bla bla
you play the human like a machine etc
protective measures should probably be like this then too
how do you clean and protect your IT devices?
how do you protect your instruments?
energetic, vibrational, strings...
guess you saw it in action with oleg
he tried to control me with nanotech
yet he still turned insane
i really think i have to eat like son goku
like constantly
saw red strings on black just now
stopped too early
wouldve had an anti nanotech vibrational vaccine

saw myself build a protective layer around my parents house
i see a lot of ribbed raw visuals
like a binary protocol
yes life is good
this is not hell
because i solved it all already

backtraced the guy stealing my identity
found him
saw him cross the street
made him have an "accident"
who writes these funny search results?
trust n promise u can have all you want bumble evidence be kind etc pays off lol
its so so funny
ofc ill behead a few on the day i have to leave here lol
before then even
my dreams are getting more brutal by the day
and foelling wasnt happy

i once saw myself heal rolfs epilepsy
giving him a good rest of life
i was VERY close in finding a cure for
locked in syndrome

past. when police came and guy double coughed.
got the axe and cut off his head
the other guy who ran in front of me
cut off his lower legs cleanly thoughts
he just fell off his sticks
