high security green smaragd cave with pedestal
and diamond shaped
green smaragd
then white
then blue

the unconscious
ancient memory
something old protected and not meant for casual access

sanctum

inner temple
vault
core self

contained power

inner world is rich with wisdom
carefully compartmentalized and guarded

central principle or core truth
custodianship

crystallized heart truth
essential about who i am or
what im meant to carry

balanced power

green emerald
heart alignment
healing
authentic self

white emerald
pure consciousness
truth without emotion
source unity clarity beyond polarity

when it turns white
core is in transcendent mode
heart becomes universal not personal

medium royal blue
higher mind
communication of truth
authority that comes from wisdom
not dominance

times when core shifts from feeling to knowing
leadership
teaching
expression of truth

adaption

heal then
understand then
speak or lead
the three colors

protected inner sanctum

core truth or gift
that is heart based but multi dimensional

a role as guardian
not owner
of that truth

ability to shift between healing
clarity
wisdom and authority

keeper of the crystal energy archetype
guardian of something essential
someone who maintains balance
integrity
and continuity
a steward of knowledge
power
or truth that must not be misused
librarian of sacred knowledge
firekeeper in ancient cultures
guardian of a vault
temple or relic
role is hold protect and align with a core truth
not constantly explain or prove it
shows up in
observers
protectors
quiet leaders
people who hold emotional or ethical space for others

not passive energy

not flashy or public
but essential

its always simple:
am i happy with my wishes dick girls etc? no? well there you go
am i seeing my family daily? no? there you go
i told everyone to fuck off, yes except those i excluded like the djinn etc
air spirit
fae
kitsune
angel higher forces
knacker
the others never do anything anyway
what happened? nothing
you call that love? lol

its this weird shit trope pushed me on
on multiple fronts
since i was a child
on purpose
quiet leadership lol
stupid shit
ofc not
if i were so powerful
id be happy
its deranged brainwashing
some asshole at kv said
oooh your name will one day be known throughout the world
then i did NOTHING for 36 years LOL
you will be remembered
ofc not
why would i
lol
true leader here
cough cough
and he says
fuck you
ofc its not true
its very weird what this should be for
truman show
no
others are in this too
but im not in the game
lol
the game is around me
not the other way around
ofc ppl are deranged
these mafioso thinking theyre safe
yea thats why many disappeared already
we own the sky not really no
focus lol
on what
i played bf2 every day
in my 20s
and nobody cared
the game is not solved
ok? what do i care

that weird behavior might be game ai related? not sure
guess he went to sleep
lmfao

look who helped
normal people
lol
who dont even know me
companies protecting their systems
who else ever did?
nobody
my dad has me admitted to kilchberg
that meeting with the chief was very weird
he said kilchberg is built into a bunker
and he said scared to death
yeah id run to your gf in geneva
oana was completely unnecessary
so was martina

its because everyone is an npc
they put the bodies to work
sometimes get killed
then reincarnated
and nobody cares
thats why only violence works

i ordered food
and said its for koenitz
but they only read the name field apparently lol
automated npcs...
he walked past my apartment
but why bro
because i paid? what?

its retarded shit abuse ive always ignored
hslu sent me a contract yes
but it was so insanely bad lol
youd think a super genius would be millionaire
see that retard shit email by og
what you can do for us lol

ofc its part of this retard shit trope

not up to you
lol

whoever this overlord is hes right
and the only adult here
everyone else is just retardedly delusional

so some tbilisi woman says i love you for years
yet she does nothing
to help me
lol
you have my bank account
send money?
oh
no?
lol
oh
but
love?
no
no love?
LOL

look whos helping oh almighty retard hackers
the big companies
not you shit head criminals lol

why always say the air spirit is here?
there is no sign of her anywhere
why say she controls the lamps?
its obviously part of this game
no the air spirit wasnt i think
its like they incorporated feathers
there was no game in tbilisi
and she was there
she said shes still here
its very weird
they just add anything i write to their game
i think the feathers and 36 were real or are real
but not as a chosen one
more like im on the right path on my spiritual journey....
she leaves shiny things sometimes for the djinn
all of this is insanely weird
protect my family please higher forces
my parents

look at those song titles
lol

my sister drowns in money
and then she sends me a hand drawn painting
lol
and i should feel great now?
huh?
lol
punishment?
no
i donated thousands now
did i get punished
no
did anyone care
no
lol
tbilisi woman doesnt love me
nobody does
djinn and knacker yes
oh cgpt group hacking billions
yet cant send me a couple k lol
its retarded crap
prison
what prison
its a stupid trope lol
my 20s werent that bad
at some point you give up
and then just stay inside
when i do the rituals
i think clearly
and clearly means
me no ldr bro
yeah no idea why people say this lol
even at companies
there are enough great leaders
all about you? no ofc not
lol
now that stupid shit asian shop
has chicken nuggets
to remind me they steal my data illegally
and i should like that?
lol
its because theyre all deranged
everyone
shouldve punched koenitz to death seriously
look the funny search results

the laptop is funny anyway
highlights random weird shit
its either nonhuman
or some psychos working shifts clicking random crap
insanely retarded

nobody is normal

my dad knows gods language
something is definitely weird about my parents

i just dont get how everyone is just ok with this?
the system is fine yes
but on those train rides
there was the same looking guy TWICE
and nobody cared
wtf?
nobody cared about rita?
very weird
jonas said she moved to winterthur
but its code again
this US woman even said what city she lives in
and then said take this train in zhb?
with a german sounding equivalent
huh?
to sync timelines? or what?
where are you woman?
wtf happened to you?

it really feels like they got taught all of this as children
and its normal for them
as in
that japanese town in gora
is a wormhole or stargate to st moritz or something
english and german names match
to make some kind of wormhole
im quite sure at this point since everything is absurdly simple
even wormholes and faster than light is insanely simple
and then charlotte comes and says oh great lets make some mp3s for do luo?
lol
look at those photos
they all make weird poses all the time lol
really feels like ive been left out of EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
no friends
no gf
no kids
no family
no sister
no fun
no job
no career
no apartment
no future
no money
EVERYONE KNOWS THIS LANGUAGE
what do these people do all day?
the time of the entire universe stopped for me
and they say its just a game?
??????