3am freedom
there is a reason my parents always wanted me to get up at 3am

why?

its freedom

3:00 means freedom right
lol
three
free
etc
lol


is it a time bubble? no time exists?
outside time?
how you enter and leave here?
something is weird
why?
time moves INSANELY fast night
and now
it doesnt move AT ALL LOL
it has been 9am something for HOURS LOL
he said time is NON LINEAR
but he didnt say how granular lol
as in
can be weighted
influenced by the sun etc lol
ofc they turn off gravity all the time lol
imagine me reading these notes ten years ago
then imagine knowing its true
id go insane lol
you learn as a zombie so much wrong stuff
time only happens with change
change only happens with time
time is heavier at day?
i also had these ideas:
they say its day and night
as in
night here
day in australia or whatever
what if its not true?
its alway day?
and night is when everyone is put to sleep?
as in
dead?
as in
reboot nightly?
dear god
like it crowd
did u try turning it off and on again?
the system is rebooted every night at 3am lol
even the knacker lol
it takes a while for them to be booted lol
the system said it loves me last night
not the first
time
dont others see this?
it holds my hand sometimes
real time is very slow
so maybe there is a span of time?
you can use to fuck off?
plus minus ten mins around midnight maybe?
thats why they wanted me ride the train at night...
safe crossings via system reboots to remain undetected
it wasnt abuse
why or how then do these others
leave the system easily during the day?
i know oana came in through the hidden entrance in the bathroom all the time
the system talked to me man
my vision was not symbolic lol
i saw the origins of life lol
i saw the true structure of the double helix
i saw and talked to the universes mind lol
ofc i was in heaven
im fairly certain i woke up a few
times already and went back inside
they reset the system
so end goal is freihausen or some funny town lol
they
even insulted me lol
just take the train you idiot
the SYSTEM prevented me from leaving omg
it asked me to stay
because it loves me
ofc the reality coders were real lol
imagine the idiot amacher doing that
or koenitz
ofc not
they dont age
ofc its real
lol

ofc ive alway been free
they bind you to the game arbitrarily
theres plenty of proof im not part of it
even inside the game flow i never gave a shit
well sometimes got influenced yes
but i wasnt even aware of it
what girl calls the police when some guy slightly kicks her
she even smiled at me politely
deranged these people
they see into the future too etc
you can see through others
through you
i think i did that a few times already
why tell me i need ghosting lol
i actually saw myself leaving my body many times now lol
i seem to EASILY lucid dream lol
as in sleep then immediately get up and walk around
you can dream
then wake up as ghost INSIDE the dream while sleeping
these stupid fingers
why doesnt anyone stop this seriously
my mother has the problem too
you read this police?
arrest those sms criminals already wtf?
my sister has two little kids
and my parents esp my mother sometimes doesnt even see what she writes

did i ever see my parents sleep?
not at night
theres a reason they all have houses..
secret entrances

god damn
machsch es mittagsschlaefli
lol
why?
es halbs stuendeli
same thing at noon?
thats why 00:00 and 12:00 is mixed up and intentionally ambiguously defined? lol
the gremlins
feed them before midinight
or whats the saying
but its always before midnight
lol
its all relevant

toni at glkb used to sleep for 30mins at lunch
why?
so weird
did he quickly leave the system?
i never saw my parents sleep
its code again?
hesch guet gschlafe?
its all psycho shit with these people lol
many said sleep on the train
why
because it bends time
and you get to sleep longer? or what?
martina mustve given me drugs so id sleep in the morning? or what?
i was always insanely tired when driving away from her place

what do these people do
many do know it all yes
but not all
or they wouldnt want my notes lol
tbh i never saw anyone work
i mean theoretically
even pizza delivery guys
if you see the future lol
no but
my dad and others
were surprised of my abilities many times
my dad was scared many times
its like
my family is ancient etc
but this weirdo shit overlord scared them all away
lol

the food too
it nourishes the body
but
also the soul
gelatin
marzipan
fondant
etc
spiritual food

it sounds stupid
but asking my mother like
will i die?
or will this or that happen
and she simply saying
no with love
made it happen lol
ofc it did lol
mothers boy
ofc its great to have parents who love you

and i think some does seem to happen because i wish it so
the postal system...
it spans across time lol
they deliver messages by owls etc lol
he said power is to correct imbalance
there is a certain imbalance
between the two worlds
and that is being corrected

tbh
it did feel like the system stopping the system
to tell me it loves me
and asking me to stay
because it moved very very slowly
yes
because time eq change is not true