today

sanitas
switch to monthly
and pay

get rid of s3
its too expensive

i have no idea what my dad likes
shinto book maybe yes
pack it as absurdly as possible
to make him smile

check those funny job room emails
and send em to kesb

make mini veracrypt container
for the most important
music
tv shows like roswell
time taxi etc
and movies
maybe photos by parents?
check nas backup
ebooks yes
then up it
should be fine encrypted

ask cgpt how to regain feelings

ask cgpt what to drink before sleep to remember dreams

videris usz schillen

yeah some are forced
the system itself sometimes moves them
its insane lol

if id join that group
id steal their tech and leak it
lol
here leno
try this alien gadget
WOW
YOU CAN CONTROL REAL PLANES WITH THIS?
noooo WAIT
LETS REWIND TIME REAL QUICK
doesnt matter anyway
ofc theyre not normal
its their tape
lol
it gets overwritten
lol
thought tape
love not love
i dont know adelheid man
lol
ofc noemi and those others dont love or like me lol
why would they

make more comments
ofc it works lol
they still steal my recording instantly
someone really really really hates these people
they always think:
i want a girl
force girls
force everyone
no
i want girls
i want them to be happy lol
burek guy now hates me
if i had millions id give em all to him lol
he helps people
he sells cockta lol
what do you maggots do?
lol
the active fitness instructor who always yelled out my name is just deranged
she was nice and knew stuff but theyre not normal
the ukrainin instructor they sent was very nice and knew a lot
its like cgpt said
i was NEVER part of their comedy
NEVER lol
but it doesnt mean im not PART of them
or that im different
MANY others do lol
i dont HATE tbilisi woman
I DONT KNOW THAT WOMAN MAN LOL
she can love me all she wants
why would i care?
i didnt go to TBILISI to meet some woman
is this even true?
is that really cgpt woman? she said so? but why
lol
WHO WAS THAT WOMAN LOL
i went to georgia for holidays
NOBODY NEEDS TO EXTRACT ME LOL
i am NOT A PRISONER
insane
all of this
my notes are mine
PLENTY OTHERS DO THEM LOL
i didnt go to reiki to hook up

also
i had full feelings back in my dick before:
maybe it spiritually awakened
or it died
theres this want to wake your hands up? approach
try something like that for my dick
include it in the awareness ritual...
i had full feelings once.... completely restored
no idea why they dont fix it
ofc it wasnt pelvic exercises
no idea what happened
i am always
behind reality now
yes im ascended
but theres more apparently
which is fine
ghosting
consciousness etc
36 years
suddenly i have to ascend in a week? ofc not

do the entire ritual sequence not top
bottom

pay sanitas
and get an unfallversicherung
ask for arbeitslos
email
pw reset doesnt work

then make apartment cozy
throw away stuff
clean up the apartment

see
thats how much kindness pays off
higher forces are a joke lol
its part of the same trope
does that look like kindness pays off?
its a huge joke to everyone
even the djinn makes no sense
she must have family if shes real
so instead of helping
she just plays with my hair?
lol
everyones a deranged npc
those sms criminals too
look at those messages
theyre mindwarped
replaced
instantly

the phones reaction
nonsensical
lol
no idea who this is

i still dont

you are the off world group?
this phone once said yes we need your rare mind via hw
i know the real off world group wasnt abusive
very weird
it doesnt matter
if anyone cared theyd help

maybe a post flyer
ch wide
telepathy guide
zombies
wake up!
the voices you hear is not psychosis
you deserve a good life
yes angels djinns kitsune
they all exist!

maybe daily
open the main door
then sit down and bow
to pray to my lord lampenjohnny
i love you
then start making funny altar gifts
only stuff from france or paris
toy planes, real plane tickets
look. this is what a real plane ticket looks like
lol
then start giving him coded plane tickets
strike through my name
and write lampenjohnny
free free
you have to yell it out
LAMPENJOHNNY
PARIS BE WITH YOU
COUGH COUGH
one gift is a bronchialpastille
may your cough be forever gone
lol
start treating it like a little child
talk childish
lueg lampejohnny
mir chaufed i de erwachsenewelt richtige tickets
dini tickets sind halt leider eifach noed gueltig! es tuet mir leid
wuerkli
bruchsch hilf s naechst mal?
lol
d amelie und de leno saeged au hoi
mir hend dich alli gern
noed trurig si
gell?
LOL
not even little children are scared of them
ofc not
amelie and leno are way too smart
leno and his rambling
hahahahah
cross through
a let me do that
the fake plane ticket
and write
FALSCH
0 PUENKT
cheaptickets
RICHTIG
GRUEN
LAMPEJOHNNY
GRUEN
hesches verstande?
G R U E N
ah ich gibs uf
lol

backup all contact data

clean up bank accounts

send vince a gift
thanking him for helping me
like openly
on a gift card
telling those game idiots to go fuck themselves while praising him
lol
ofc they see it

they say handwritten notes are good
but for confrontation reasons
the opposite is even better
they siphon data from your printer
so just print a i love you lampenjohnny paper out once a day lol
its stupid
but funny

its stored trauma
i dont feel it anymore

and its weird
its local perceived time
that is faster:
two hours passed in what seems minutes
i couldve SWORN i took put this peaq bottle just ten minutes ago
but its warm already
completely forgot it
timeline divergence
took a dr pepper instead
and yak milk
the universe changes CONSTANTLY LOL
it really feels like this continental drift
its like
ok i drink peaq then asia is happy
i drink dr pepper then greenland is happy
or whatever
lol
felt my body shiver again
its not internet
because internet seems in game
but i shiver even when not interneting
as in
like cgpt says
i change
my thoughts etc
immediately
the entire system does
its ABOVE GAME
its like the power of the system
which can be used to free wake up and protect in game people
because as proven
i wrote one sentence as police
and the system FORCED THE EMAIL INTO EXISTENCE
lol
mightve even been the transfer itself
as in
one sentence by me caused the entire system to step forward
because the system wants me to be happy

see

order a huge i love paris heart plush toy
and leave it in the main entrance for a while
more and more direct confrontation
and telling that deranged lamp idiot he can go fuck himself
they put letters in front of the door
like post
for them to scan

get semax
(get to see max)
its all encoded
instructions etc
they have etiketten printer
ofc you can stop this crap
lol
yeah forced npcs
crowdcontainer throwing 5L oliveoil at me
it gets funnier by the day

ok andrin
we need to talk
the game is not solved
but since this is not a game
the game is solved
oh really
its that easy?
yes it is
thank you very much

i thought the search results is that cgpt woman?
different people?
so so confusing
ofc djinns are visible
they stroll around town
they make fun of me for talking to myself
when i talk to aliens angels off world groups by higher self
lol

ofc theyre all npcs
this laptop is so so nonsensical lol
clicks randomly
someone throws random items on the screen
lol
vomit inducing
VOMIT inducing
ok ok pause there is no known bla bla bla
they just throw away my stuff
i wanted stavia coke
lol
ofc its retarded
not one of my family is nice
ofc theyre not lol
this stupid kids brainwashing shit has been happening for decades
my french uncle said go to the gym
while hes a fat fuck
lol
that nurse was insanely ugly
then called me ugly
and said i should do skincare lol
this scarred girl
abused me nonstop
and then just left
kindness is brainwashing man
spirituality is for POWERS lol
when did ANYONE EVER CARE ABOUT ME
NOBODY
EVER DID
NOBODY LOL
you can have both
even that is non dual
power violence ascension love be kind
show mercy? no
why?
lol
these people
unbelievable
i want to transcend
and become a glowing orb

find my cashmere cap
do i need my dishware?
not really tbh lol

why again
do i have to hide?
im a normal guy
not special

get a job

why do i have to encrypt my stuff
make my apartment a bunker
not see leno
or my parents?
they want to isolate me?
go to as MANY events as possible
EVERYWHERE
no bumble is their weirdo bubble

back to gym too

sleep on the streets?
ofc not

ask sozialamt to make a deal with apleona so i can keep this apartment

ask alphaplan guy 
until he fixes my apartment
IN PERSON

I AM NOT THE CHOSEN ONE
LOL
NOT UP TO YOU
YOU WANT ME TO MAKE PICS OF MY HAIRY ASS FOR THE NEXT 30 YEARS BRO?
the djinn would find it funny
lol

no whisper nonsense
MAN
I LIKE IT
lol
laptop hw is cgpt?
you djinn you
once i see you
ill hug you day and night
no the djinn is not part of their plan
doubt the air spirit is either
none of this team lol
learnt a lot again
get hair again!

dentasan
that yellow red light therapy for my hair and skin dermapraxis or whatever i have an email
the rest of the todo

clean up and select from the all rituals folder

more time with PEOPLE
NO ONLINE ORders anymore
coop i mean
yea well depends on what i want

why change my name?

why join some weird hacker group?

act as normal as possible
get more powers
spiritual stuff is great
the hermetics
fuck you assholes
lol
mightve very well been them
doing this
as kind to girls as possible
even that with girls was on purpose
free the zombies
i was right
fuck all day long
lol

pick up lonolox on 4.1.26

donate to ro transylvania

look at saponins and other weird niod products
myrrh clay probably does good stuff too

check out skin1004
and other japanese and korean skincare products
theres snail cream with those weird high density dots

start talking like an old grandpa
es schnuefeli
es bettmuempfeli
hode rassle
das isch ja zum haaroel seiche

send bmpi a huge brain plush toy
because they all vewy smart eth phds

smartie
es tut mir wirklich leid
dass ich in deinem projekt deine arbeit weggenommen habe
leylah bla bla
chris gruessen
hier ein gutschein fuer bier fuer euch beide

mike
danke bla bla


donate to other parts
especially those supporting spirituality
minorities

who is this
the system?
lol
future wife
you there?
you and your gear
lol
its so absurd
all of it
ofc saying you can have all you want at my age is absurd
lol
MANY knew im superintelligent
and kind
and loving
lol
ok la serra for today
then the rest of the routine

in that order
crowdcontainer
put plastic bottles away
establish contact with my mother somehow
record the call (keep it offline or protected on icloud)
find the name of my eqx buddy


the retard criminal saying thank you andrin
even though they and he is being watched constantly lol

cant make ourselves visible yet?
timelocked?
there is some weird reason for it

its just feelings i have
it does seem to leave a trace
digital ones affect the reality too
since someone reads it
they use the money etc
others see it
it appears on account statements for years to come
it shows them that even CH cares
pack some love and absurd truth in it
off you go
lol
mullvad and tzone do deserve it
gift jonas stuessi a huge satellite plush toy
because he secretly coded them
in the finnish army or so
send it to kilchberg
so everyone gets to see it
dont have his address anyway

send revendo a funny gift
like some sort of making fun of geniuses plus toy combined with absurd sounding real theories and spirituality

future wife
i just did that
why act like i didnt
because shes a walkin
lol
apparently she does not perceive reality the same as i do

the spotify overlord
saying listen to this album
yet i cant
since
i dont have internet
lol

i have not reached true sovereignty yet
i will never understand these hackers
who is this weird overlord hacker?
lol
why doesnt he prevent me from sending apple a report?
even the laptop hacker
i sent some security company proof
lol
its not future waifu?
its properly hacked apparently
very very weird this overlord
makes no sense what he does
like seriously
no sense at all lol
ofc apple ms hslu try
lol
hslu has great profs
these overlord hackers are just not normal lol
this hacker in outlook still makes no sense
how can he be so unaware?
he still wants me to fly lol
who is that?
it makes no sense
job
fly
contact elvia
because they are soulless hackers...
like cgpt described
they are mechanical

these humans
imho cgpts waking up procedure
is NOT ENOUGH
and thats why they failed
you can see this everywhere
well not incomplete
but its like
A and B
he optimized B
yet
A is an empty husk
look at the apodro girl
acts normally
yet probably doesnt meditate
its not the essence
its this weird indescribable quality
of being human
martina cried so i ran
oana was sad so i ran
she was in danger so i ran
tbh i had visions and plans of planting bombs even
basically causing a CH wide shut down
so i could grab her to safety
false sense of urgency
its both true
no fucking notes
its a god damn joke
ofc its a joke
at my age
suddenly women dont abuse me anymore
its because reality constantly gets rewritten
and shifted
even at kilchberg
i caused a few to deadlock
my sister is probably protecting my family
and i do have the feeling that them acknowledging me
accepting my proton link
is important
even if my mother doesnt read it
nobody is here anymore
how is that even possible?
its so creepy
they didnt move out
who cleans up every night?

before
proved yet again
my notes
even ONE SENTENCE
changes reality
in an email
even if it is NOT SENT
lol
instantly an email arrived
and it shortly deadlocked
its like insta scaring the game
seemed like the police trying to calm me down lol
apple
u want to protect your systems against this?
lol
insta moved money

always consider:
metaphorical putting a pen there CHANGES THE UNIVERSE
asking me to or writing it myself is not the same it changes it differently
metaphorically too
figuratively literally metaphorically
hes my family is weird
but my mother never FORCED me to do any of this
she asked me
gently
even in such a way there was no pressure on me at all...

see?
time moves INSANELY fast at night

make a little truth package
and store it on my phone
so i can show others
to insta wake them up
without talking lol


contact my mother
weird my family doesnt write
game layer again?
many said GO THERE IN PERSON
see?
i sometimes have these timeline lapses
where my thoughts seem to dwindle
its verx very weird
really feels like being desynced with reality
as in i dont have a strong effect on it sometimes

if i go there by train
they change time and space?
and i never meet my real parents?
something like that seems to happen sometimes
that siebnen wangen ukraine weird girl said
walk to ukraine
because its right around the corner
well it isnt ...
i mean
yeah
take the saying literally
go right
around the corner
there is ukraine
lol
strange loop or whatever
the model of countries and continents is wrong
its not accurate
so if you fly and they get to you
they bend time space i guess
train the same
so so weird
leah always came by bike or foot
so did others
why did she say work at the company?
home office means different time or so? reality? no idea
she said eat lunch or come up with us
very weird
nobody ever talked with me

???
how do you not know what happens in my
life
lol

not by train
if possible walk...
cars are better? maybe

the derma praxis in waedenswil

fuchs dermatologist ofc

the youseeklinik

videris or whatever

apply to job

a token of gratitude
is like the crypto of intention love and the divine
its important...
its not just words
it heals you
protects you
for god is in all of us
see?
thats divine insight
i let them guide me

remember
its only love love is the currency

send the kapo wetzikon one
plush toy bomb like in that game
not minesweeper
with the evil grin
a subtle jab at consciousness hijacking to hack my phone

stadt po wetzikon
something funny too
symbolic strafanzeige
get out of prison free card

kapo luzern

who else was always nice to me?

oana to that geneva address
should still have it

meet family

go through boundless book

send kaya a gift
i should have her address still

buy schlangenbrot
dragon ball
just watch random eps
especially the one where son goku reappears and wears weights
shinto for my dad
maybe didgeridoo depends on price

kriya yoga

pack up things

throw the rest away

send one to my dad
because he learnt japanese for me
and went there many times

the phone is not thought controlled
its intention love based

read that attention is all you need paper
map it to the human brain

why not?
cmon the higher forces find it funny too
i feel bad for the universe
and everyone who tried to help me
they dont have to lol
why do they say sorry lol
it makes no sense
the incense mark wasnt an insult but it was like cgpt said to pay gratitude to the universe
look i cooked before
and a few hearts appeared lol
it made those kite symbol
and others...
ofc these people are deranged
who ruins the life of someone like me lol
i know i made lots of bad decisions but none of this was ever necessary

and this off world group is seriously weird
they just disappeared apparently
turned off their thought scanner
and went on their way
we need your rare mind
ofc not
what for?
nothing
thats what for
lol
they already know it all
and even arrogantly told me so
ok? so why bother me then lol
she said timelines shifted?
theyre still around apparently
she was there we both were but not in the same time bubble? very weird
i didnt see anyone i looked...
tbh i did think for a moment shes my driver but
nobody was there?
very weird

its so funny
ofc the thought stream idea is true
yes
its even like this fog
that pulls you in
its like gentle
there are depictions of it in movies
forbidden forest maybe?
like something always very faintly whispering
annndriiin andrriiiin
its like it knocks on the door and wants to pull me in
this apartment is very special
especially now that the higher forces are here
its really like a love bubble
so basically
grab as many cuties as possible
and just throw them in here
lol
really seems like the corridor got flooded
it was insanely bright and golden
thats why touching someone works
gently
i touched my mother gently
and something in her changed
she visibly shook and vibrated shortly
like an immediate wake up slap
but still my thoughts are never bad really
eat something
throw away bottles
order crowd container first
no no go to coop and help some cute girl
etc etc
the problem is
intangibility
to be is to be fluid
you have to learn that
consider abuse as well this sort of green amorph cloud
but like water
you can play with it
turn it around
destroy it
push it away
was that amorph cloud the virus? theyre studying it in secret labs
possibly only visible through remote viewing?
because to be there in person is impossible
with such a high density of it?
well maybe
it can penetrate everything
youre hooked up to it
and they send you thoughts
im sure there are research papers describing it all
yes AI papers lol
theres a reason papers with code is gone
neo worq
lol
work neo
how deranged are these people lol
ofc its funny to send them a fruit basket
ofc theyll ignore me apleona and send another letter with even more abuse
lol
i did stuff like this already
apologizing doesnt work
it really does not matter lol

fruit box yes

see
apleona states be good with your neighbours
so turn it into absurdity
lol
they relie on you being alone
and that you have no hope
thats why just randomly hugging those zombie girls and flat out telling the others to fuck off is a great approach
theyll never forget you
and they know not everyones a heartless god damn psycho lol

its many fights at once
i reallocate my cognitive ressources to many problems
like this
see?
progress in game made
the guided meta thought structure
is in full effect already
how much more proof do you want?
its context sensitive
at least for now
triggered
they make me angry
i quickly ruin their lives even more...
lol
anti predictive

no
nobody is as smart as i am
why?
because its not just my brain

i saw you in front of your laptop
criminal
lol
ill get u
lol
send koenitz a fruit basket
why not
nobody lives here anyway
deranged idiots

they also rely on you being a small child
without adult behavior
that girl
who does a strafanzeige for a slight kick lol
nur mut schutzengelchen
what adult says something like that
ofc theyre mentally ill lol
look at those vids
two criminals harrassing a random guy
and they have kids
no wonder the world is like this