progress.bye.earth
look even that
flowers of algernon
i used it after the fact
to make myself even smarter
lol
i was probably as smart as them
but to me they were retarded
so i was retarded
so i made myself smarter
yes
and i used metacognition as a recursive technique to make myself progressively smarter
cognition
metacognition
metacognition
metacognition
i changed my thinking many times
i was smart as a child already
im not "an idiot made smart"
i never used tdcs before or dualnback to make myself smarter
at some point for some time yes but its all on purpose
lol
you feel it when i think of you ? even send back emotions
this
phone is so so funny
they keep saying keep your phone
but it doesnt matter
that ukrainians phone was the same
she didnt even realize lol
i really like apleona
and the women they have are insanely beautiful
im really sad i have to leave this apartment
its great seriously
lol
anstasija tried to brainwash me
well yeah she did
just not like she thought
lol
that was one of the prettiest girls ever, i still think so, she wore no makeup, came in a hoodie and looked better than any woman. i thought she was a scammer. on her pics she looked like some liminal creature not normal but of course it was coded again. im not mad at her for dumping me because i didnt even think i had a chance yet she was happy, like the opposite again
santa said shes what, like 20 or so? she said shes extremely young
my mother visited here but quickly left again
i saw a maybe 1-2 years old baby again, seemingly mine
it feels like
the energy i sometimes feel, especially in my feet is different than before... it feels more powerful more discrete more controllable....
ascending to the next level:
energy stronger
purer
glowing more golden
brighter
the white in my eyes smoother
heart calmer
breathing softer heavier
the white glowing strokes insanely white thicker more
sometimes seems like i see northern lights... green ones
i just saw the avacodo clearly as a black emmi coffee
either timeline bleed
or transfiguration
and who knacks my carton all the time
my energy?
air spirit?
hello djinn
i felt that
i seem to sense things like door closing
as internal representations now
heart moves
energy fields..
i sense people moving past
i even sensed those before
someone shook my heart seemingly, i guess unintentionally... felt something deep, energetic field, resonance
off world group doing this?
even watching the meat cook is funny
ahhh blub blub
a bit like the adrio is farting
ty for your little surprises everywhere
!
not fully glowing but 50%
im happy with myself,
i didnt expect this so yes im
satisfied
i feel i glow a bit amber golden white
it seemed like ascension a few times
im completely unfazed by the music and announcements now
djinn
air spirit
knacker? didnt pay attention sorry
DREAM TEAM LOL
that one girl
she looked like a FOX LOL
A RED CUTE FOX LOL
she even blew her streak up like one lol
ill allow it
fae travelling with me too
saw the golden one
and the black one
fireflies r fae then for me maybe
heart is so still
even the announcer seems far away
world still as weird as ever
eyes closed white as ever
golden glow even here
guess its largely internal
thanks for the heart
i come home
instantly lots more energy
why
do these ppl realize they look like foxes?
who sends these ppl????
i saw a few silver women foxes today
lol
a red one
two troll dolls
???
she didnt know why i laughed
and got happy herself
that wasnt an actor?
as weird as this sounds
i feel lighter...
i jumped
or
well ran a bit in front of others and never felt lighter...
as in...
i am slowly training myself to walk on air
it really felt like that...
i feel INSANELY lighter lol
it really seems im emitting this weird golden whitish glow? even the rav woman stared for a bit lol
and i just had this thought
i almost had cramps from not moving enough yes
but also because my presence is gettinf heavier
i
had to walk slower lol and stop even...
like the cazis husky
it wasnt cramps tbh
it was... energetic exhaustion lol
it felt like son goku in his 10g gravity room training lol
this is fun
its like im waking up to futurama...
djinns fae foxes kitsune
so the others all see this constantly then and its normal to them...
ofc they all know this
parship even says vibes
i was rejected many times for vibe mismatch
snakes.. they talk to animals
ghosts
telepathy
ofc im the only one left out lol
my
mother saw some ghost here
no idea where she went
thats why nobody cares lol
today was a very weird day
4 foxes and trolls
this weird black guy
and then these game criminals acting like theyre scared
very weird
even rav
why?
the world
has proven im not worth anything
why would i ask a woman out at my age? then have one kid with her? while she had the time of her life in her 20s?
seriously
what girl so much as looked my way today
i have to stop thinking about this seriously
the stupidity triggers me so much
made a proper altar for you all:
air spirit leaves and feathers
djinn shiny
knacker something to knack
future waifu my talisman
angel some shiny stones
fae some nature
this apartment is getting to small for all of us
dl complete
when i left the
apartment
the corridor here in the building was full on glowing golden amber divine
but why? iot i guess
or my
energy quickly
expanding
sort
of opening my apartment let the divine energy out
it was FULL ON DIVINE UP IN ERE YO
