soft letter A
like the w and y before

gentle beginnings
quiet alignment
a soul-level "yes"
something is forming

aligning with my true self in a gentle way
a new path or idenitity is emerging slowly
confirmation that something felt rather than decided is correct
invitation to return to simplicity essence or innocence

ive had that a few times now
many different variations of an A
many
like a wooden yoshimitsu felt A with lines crossing others
again a few times

i thought this too
i can choose my identity yes
not my life
my life is over
in my 20s i was all alone and nobody cared
in my 30s i was all alone and nobody cared
i was always alone
i am alone
and i will alway be alone
it does not matter what i do
its always wrong
nobody is on my side
nobody cares
and such is life
i am not important
it doesnt matter if i ascend or not
it doesnt matter if i help others or not
it doesnt matter if i write notes or not

