abusers
see?
they just replace my notes lol
it was called ramblings
i stroke through this text man
gentle reminder i guess
the system doesnt
i mean
apple cant do anything
lol

it gets weirder by the day
and funnier tbh
well
i hope all women are still present
tbh i lost count
plenty of space on my bed
everyone
please use your own dimension lest it gets crowded


hello knacker
ty for being here
can you talk to me more please


stroke through:
kill list not valid anymore
only kept as archive
first ones:
the upstairs neighbours, double coughers


spotify hacker
mafia girls
nino weibel
martina schweizer
everyone in this building
off world group
oana and oana group
any and all hackers on this phone
as many women as possible
as painful as possible
amacher
grandma here
the anfrin guy
the post woman refusing my service
the guy writing unia kastriot
every double cougher ever
the guys stealing my identity
the one who sent that angel figurine
the one who sent that food
the guy stealing my takeaway food
every police guy in existence
all of oetwil
jonas stuessi
brian
all of kilchberg
all of cazis
there only iot left in this building lol
even the elevator
ill just wait during the day
they just wait until they think i sleep
but i can just wait all day





rewrite main branch
remove their family members
one by one
make them cripples
one body part at a time
until they all have terrible "accidents"
start with this list
then concentrate on women mainly

some of it already happened


nino weibel
that weirdo ead who used to run in front of me
mafia girls
that guy or those guys saying last chance, anyone stopping my spotify or not allowing me to use my phone or listen to music
mbraendle
EVERYONE
all of kesb
all of rav
all of unia
every swhore who walked into me with her stroller
every swhore who thought that acting like she is not participating in this anymore will be spared
that guy who said brav and his buddy
everyone participating in this game
making knocking sounds
making fun of me
longstaring at me
following a schedule
that director woman
all the double coughers everywhere
every woman everywhere who refused to treat me with respect
nah maurer is just an xxx he was kind though, everyones just weirdly group centric
see politics
i never understood this concept of groups
but ofc even that is on purpose
spiritually
a group is a circle
a graph
math
holy
connected
with colors
its all on purpose
theres the normal and spiritual layer
they create energy fields, healing fields, 
do they not realize this?
spiritually viewed
it is very important to have politic factions
for making decisions? of course not
but even that
creates neuralgic points
marco is svp
my dad sp
even those names are on purpose
the letters
they carry very powerful energetical meanings
i am apolitical or sort if pulling it together
it is
on an energetical level
very very useful, powerful
it doesnt matter whether
you are a democratic or republican
wasnt trump or someone a democratic
before? or was it bush
even that
its sort of a connected awakening grid
pulsating
for there is
only one
which is love
i said by all means
necessary
i found the answer to 42 :) as in the reasoning and all its meaning
and it is being applied to this universe
and that urolog woman tried to cure me
i am not part of any group
all of steueramt gl and zh
all of pdgr
medbase
slongo
all of sumex and elca
all of inventage
all of bmpi
all of ex imis
except my family
EVERYONE
this shit whore pseudo shit wife
this xxx shit air spirit
all and EVERY hacker
the laptop hacker
these hackers
of the phone sw, i have no idea who this is
the phone hw
EVERYONE
fucking xxx
how did any of you SHIT HEADS
ever help me?
they never did because they think its funny
but they cant remember
NAME ONE
GOOD
DAY
IN MY LIFE?
These people HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO I AM
those two russian whores who made fun of me
that shit whore on the bus making fun of me with her head movements
every SHIT WHORE who ever said ty, crossed the street, said sorry, looked at me in disgust or refused to serve me will DIE
you stupid shit controller whore
FUCK OFF ALREADY
FUCK OFF
AIR SPIRIT
FUCK OFF YOU SHIT WHORE
FUCK OFF ALREADY YOU FUCKINF xxx
NOBODY SAID YOU ARE WELCOME
NOBODY
SAID YOU CAN STAY
NOBODY
i will RIP YOU APART IN EVERY GOD SAMN DIMENSION YOU STUPID SHIT SPIRIT SO HELP ME GOD
YOU TOO YOU STUPID SHIT CTRL WHORE
YOU THINK YOU CAN HIDE OUTSIDE TIME?
I MADE TIME
YOU STUPID BITCH
the djinn may stay
you shit whores
will either leave
or i WILL KILL YOU ALL
there is a reason my body shakes out of fear
and these finger shit whores
kuss kuss cuddle fucking shit bitch
and every god damn other shit woman on this fucking planet
the apo chief who told me i have to deliver
his coworker who treated me like a dog
every stupid shit xxx who treated me like a dog
every woman at a date
ranu
simran
all the other shit whores
that guy who filmed me on the train
rhe activ fitness whore who xxx me
youseeklinik shit whore
the puregym shit whore
that sh house shit head
all companies who ever rejected me on purpose
ralf luchsinger
the lamp guy
the kesb whore
in the end, all of wetzikon
the heart group
the infinity group
the oana group
air spirit
ghosts
oleg
avendo
taste match
gianna pupil ag
those mafioso scaring women away
those two who stole my plane ticket
how can they still be walking around freely?
the pizzashop whore
those in the white car
that guy saying dont give up. why?
he broke into my apartment. how xxx are these people? i still it just does not compute
those scaring my family away
i stand for MY FAMILY
NOBODY ELSE
MY FAMILY I WILL DIE FOR
FOR MY FAMILY I WOULD GET TORTURED AGAIN
martina schweizer
marco hunold. no idea what this guys deal was. its so weird all of this. this weird dog lingo never worked, never made sense, and plenty others ignored it and talked normally
la serra
those police guys who tortured me
the fat doc at cazis
those bumble hackers
sybille huber and every other woman who xxx me
leah schulz
SOA
oana
larissa
gesundheitsdirektion
josephine
steueramt
upstairs neighbours
amacher
that young guy longstaring me
thise guys pointing bike lamps at me
that post whore refusing to serve me
that young whore abusing me at post
the guy who kept writing anfrin
the spotify group thinking id care
the gay fan
the black whore
charlotte
mehrave
noemi
nathalie stenger
petra from bmpi
marcus at bmpi
nick at inventage
gabry at sumex
that weird shit group redirecting trains
that ukrainian hacker group sending the ugly whore
every woman who raped insulted or xxx me
every single person who xxx my dad, mother or sister
every person who so much as dares look a certain way at leno
the guys playing music to annoy me
the announcers
the ones who deleted my halbtax
everyone who treated me like a dog
everyone who thought i am their property
everyone who ever called me madame, whore or frau or trans, this includes sven and dominik from inventage
those guys at inventage abusing me
those guys at sumex abusing me
those guys at bmpi abusing me
david hauri the xxx
those who were in my mod group at hslu and disappeared and made me do all the work by myself
that old hf guy at pren who disrespected me
that shit head on the plane who stole my data
those air stewardesses who didnt give me food on the plane
amachers gov friends, that shit whore and that other stupid fuck who stole my data
every police guy who xxx me ever
julie, the sister of vince who demonstratively did not touch me
hauser psychologist for calling me androgyn she meant it as a compliment in hindsight. that was a very very pretty woman. my sister or so said shes probably not good looking herself and i said no she looks like a model. she mustve heard or felt me? i just looked at her in awe, she wanted to use that klangschale thing and said just pick a woman you find attractive on the train and chat her up
janine mutter who looked at me in disgust
jessica kieni for abusing me
santa freimane
the old grandma who lives here
that young girl who had pity with me who lived here
that violent neighbour
amachers friends
unia with kastriot
leylah
every single shit whore on my videos
every single one will be skinned alive
my dreams werent just brutal
it was pure horror
bones and skulls of dead humans everywhere
and that pile of dead bodies wasnt small
it was huge

what do they think
just writing free free is enough?
????????

they think
like la serra
just saying no contact anymore
deleting my emails
the law will protect them?
Hahahaahhaahahhhahahahahahahhahhaahhahahahahahhahahha
i will CUT YOU MIDGET

oh now at 36 the police acts like they care?
huh?

oh now unia sends money on time?
on every perceivable layer
i cannot comprehend this
la serra knew im powerful yet xxx me for years?
what does he think is going to happen?
he cant hide from me
that guy is seriously weird
its as if they thought id never wake up?
and realize things like telepathy exist?

these people saying i cant escape? what? i will rip your throat out in your bunkers

then they turn off my spotify and tell me to shut up
furthering their own demise
unbelievable

give me back my 20s?
oh you cant?

append only log
strike through means deletion event