field of kisses
someone sending that or what
and immediately divine light

had that one once before
before red
now darkish purplish blackish nondesript

like those lipstick mouth afterprints of a woman

even kuss kuss cuddle is intentional
that woman doesnt even realize

loss of feeling mightve been made worse by finasteride yeah... no idea

so now theyre just sending me women pics or what lol
its funny and entertaining
had lots of visions now of fucking just about any woman all day long
guess they flipped the mind warp switch
well send some more pretty girls then lol

being chosen
being marked
sensuality that leaves a trace
desire
affection
invitation
marking
abundance
immersion
saturation
state i am surrounded by

red
external pull
wanting being wanted

darkish
now its
magnetism
gravity
enchantment

being surrounded by desire that has become unconscious symbolic transformative rather than playful

attraction without pursuit
seduction without intention
love desire that claims space rather than asks permission

often a symbol of
power over attention
being projected onto
becoming an object of fascination rather than interaction

often appears when
one is integrating shadow aspects of intimacy
desire no longer innocent but knowing
self is becoming archetypifal rather than personal

being marked by many energies
not all of them current
recognition that intimacy leaves residue

red
i want you i choose you
now black
you already affect me

not negative but serious
difference between attraction and spellcraft

identity loosens
magnetism increases
others project meaning onto you