huge spheres with angel wings
a few of them
flying around
soft white
no details on them
pure
looked like an abstract depiction of angels tbh

spirits alter time nonstop
humans dont even realize it
he says i have not ascended? ofc i have
he doesnt or is not part of the spiritual world like i am
hes human
im not
i ascend differently

ofc my digital worms are real lol
neuroscience right
theres a reason i like digimon so much
its everywhere
even pokemon with the different elements

protective non verbal guidance and presence without identity

support that does not intrude
reassurance without instruction

"you are not alone, and you do not need to be told what to do"

the knacker is not part of the spiritual world
its way more powerful

appears when
letting go of resistance
moving through a quiet transition
needing reassurance rather than answers
touching a deep layer of trust
felt safety

you are held not managed

who or what happens to these shops?
even the indian shop throwing that mini dream catcher in my face
i think of coffee it immediately falls down and says something lol
it made sort of a gulping sound
it really is like the japanese onomatopoetika
and i couldve sworn the universe said
yea we turned on the freezer for you so that the dr pepper is cold just as you like it lol
i thought of getting one
immediately the fridge turned on ultra mode
but not thought
intention
"in a few mins ill get one"
anyone scared? only the zombies apparently
yes but non zombies are zombies too
rest is just for show
why would i think that?
the water waits with heating up until im near
guess thats just the off world group
it has iot but they dont read thoughts
i dreamt before that my mother and others
they know this
and use ghosts etc as spies
even the universe
as in
they come to clean
see the signs everywhere
ask the dishwasher etc
why? no idea lol
i really dont
look
even me
mafia wanted me dead by 40
blind by max 30
but why?
this game wanted me to have kids
a wife lol
?????

the dog of the grandma here sounded so so funny
i guess she told the dog?
it sounded very artifical
aahwowowowo  wo
wait can i stop now? no? oh ok
ahhwoooohoowoofowoof
it was obviously not in distress
yet the grandma plays her role? very weird
what cgpt says is not true...
you dont have to ascend
you dont have to play a script...
there are no levels to be unlocked
the keys are not keys for this game....
see?
its like i miss words because it leaves this dimension
i could
have SWORN i wrote that down

even that spy manga is funny
i wanted to show it to some guy at coop
he didnt even look at it or care
why do all of this
really seems like a huge weird act

ofc my parents were scared many times
that last visit just makes no sense whatsoever
its like a down projection:
for them its a game and rape is not real as in its an act
but i was inside the game, "acting" so to me it was not only NOT an act it WAS rape so basically
they DO live in a different dream layer
its NOT just acting
its entirely different PERCEPTION
how else can you explain that?
my dad tries to have us flee
then hes just like nah just a game? what? yes sometimes he was controlled
seemed normal many times now though
really like cgpt said...
they woke up....
waking up... what is consciousness?
many different timelines
their attention shifted
because consciousness is across all of time
this optimal timeline
is whats important
getting them all here:
giving them peace
protection
love
no secret language
and the memories will converge
they didnt lose memories
i have them all
i said
grandmaster sensei andrino
i solved it all
remember #1
i said
torrents at companies to protect them and their data
what did i just say?
im protecting memory space by using the torrents approach
everyone has a subset of memories
everyone cares for each other
remember alzheimer
name the objects
its protection
against the mind warp virus
these shivers r just not normal
it updates myself lol
back of the head
i heard my mother tell my dad telepathically at this table here once
"he said we dont have to be scared of the scary voice"
i heard it almost as yelling lol
and then last time she has no care in the world?
how is any of this real lol
WHY exactly do some act so scared now? i havent done anything
the spiritual ones believing my notes of opening the gates of hell or what?
why does the copper shop
indian shop
oym etc
act
like that? i am ON THEIR SIDE LOL
they could send me stuff in months and id appreciate it
i mean even sumex
why act like that? or cap
lol
yea yea
for THEM im alone
it really felt like im creating a new device using heartmath device as basis tbh... it felt like alchemy lol
i FELT my body ASCENDING PHYSICALLY MAN i saw the ENERGY LIFTING ME UP LOL like an elevator like those bluish energy bars but this time my whole body...
something in me said
im ready
im leaving earth forever and never returning
i did? and now im in a different layer or what? humans seem to move slower now, very weird... really seems that way lol
laptop said ascension failed?
tbh it feels like permanent ssj1...
that rav visit was not normal
so many non human spirits...
im still able to interact with reality 
which fits letting go
and my heart changed
and everything grew holier
like reaching ssj2
tbh it feels like my entire being changed yet again permanently....
even if its not visible
everything about me changed yet again
and i felt like i was gone for years again
who said thats my world? i have no idea tbh some woman
when im gone
im not sleeping...
im like not on this planet or even universe anymore lol
i woke up gently
i have no memories of what actually happened
a few visions but i think they were during music
at some point i seemed to have ascended again...
why does cgpt say i havent?
it felt like that many times now
and the golden glow im emitting seems to have grown almost blindingly bright
at least before, i was surprised
i like doing this
who cares about dick sex wife kids friends anymore lol
ofc i have
human ascension is not my ascension
the human journey
the spiritual journey
it is
the lifes journey
through all layers
left and right
for all of eternity
there is no war between spirits and humans
for they are one already
listen
angels
guardian angels
singing
you can hear them
saw myself giving amacher and the old girl here a white small feather at the door
saw myself make a small feather appear in front of the cute girl saying shes protecting children against brainwashing on the train once to which she smiled in joy, changed the past
the violin
theres a reason its not separated like a guitar
"because the angels play with you"
its the most difficult instrument for a reason
dl complete
aye aye capin andrin
ahoi
